I read the diaries occasionally, but not regularly. I have to give credit to certain sites/programmes which I make use of to do the templates. And it usually worked... except when I was a teenager trying to look cool for the photobooth camera. It was actually a gorilla face and youd usually accompany it with ape-like gestures and make Ook, Ook noises. Stop living his life because I *might* need him sometime and he should always be there to take care of me and help me? I can honestly say that the United States has gone down the shitter and we need a damn good plumber to unclog this pipe.... Search the body and theirs no hole.... I die every night, i wake up reanimated, and sometime during the day my mind's refreshed into what i used to know and maybe i'll look back, and a smile will be forced from my face of what could be a horrible life but is kept together with a strong will... I feel for you and your friends although there is no way that I have any idea what it's like to be in that scenario. That made me feel really alone... Hah, catching buckets, that is what he will call it. And in 6th we had a hecka hard test that was so long nobody finnished and we have to complete it the Monday AFTER SRPING BREAK!

It's way too much to summarize because we've missed out on two years of each others' lives. And now, 20 years later: 3 Million dead this year alone. Ollie, Leona, Shonda, Scott, and anyone else who I may have forgotten or missed or not known about, I am deeply sorry. When I started this journal over 3 years ago, I was an anonymous journaller. Well, I hope everyone has read my other journal before this one. Have you ever made fun or assumptions of a religion in which you had not participated? Have you ever participated in another faith's rituals? Have you ever started your own religions?

Hav emore homework than is really possible to have and do in the time we have, three damn question sheets for Biology, which probably won't be hard. Uhm.. not much else to asy really except in November there is gonig to be a dramatisation somewhere not too far away that I forget the name of, of Carpe Jugulum by Terry Pratchett which I just HAVE to see. Anna - Yeah, well, for yor information, I really DID have bread in my eye... I have been wanting to do this since I was really little. We never really talked. I realized that it's not worth saying unless you really mean it or if you feel the other person feels the same way and even so, I hold back. I can't do it really well, but still. It is really amusing.

Thanks for voting! Thanks for being you. Thanks for participating in my lil' chocolate survey! I plummeted down to Florida for a week and now, having been back in the godawful environs of Ohio for three hours or so, I am in the process of finding what parts of me, if any, have been recharged. I can't eat the face of a chocolate bunny first either... it kinda creeps me out. Are you old enough to remember seeing all of the Staw Wars movies in the theater when they FIRST came out? I remember that night like it was yesterday. In all those years that I was depressed, I'd reach for comfort food like potato chips, cookies, cakes, white pasta and fluffy mashed potatoes, french bread, maple syrup and the list goes on. She's been telling us for years that she lived in Nebraska only to be with her parents. I broke up with Shonda and wrote some things in here that I'm not very proud of. Tell me that she wanted to try the relationship, and act like nothing had happened until she got here?

I was talking to Chris on the phone last night and we were talking about physical apperances. At last call though, I was a little worried about what was going to happen next. Today was a whole different story... What about Kevin? What I dont understand is how Fern has six gmail invitations to give out, while I only have four. I cant decide if hes greedy for more invitations or if hes just become that scary.

Coupled with a high fever and that my kidneys were not doing so great either. Since the teachers waited so long to place our pages cause they were fine to start with, all of our pictures have been used now. Tap dancing, Physics teachers and other odds and ends - Tuesday, Oct. Homework also not so much, teachers are a bit friendly too. Unless the thing they were talking about was going to church or giving money to the poor or something, then the captions would be swapped. Tell me would you love me tomorrow? I might do that in my diary where I couldnt care less about grammar, but I would never do that in an essay!

When all is said and done, his grand total was 33 cents. I kept trying to pick him up and bring him over my head to get a look at him, but somehow he was stuck and I couldn't budge him. I got up bright and early at 5:30 to go on my field trip to NYC and the Met. Furthermore, it is always very crude and impolite to be vulgar. Always stand when a lady enters or exits the room. Little alcoves have been built where you can sit and listen to the sounds..... and the sound can be quite amazing, depending on the waves. If you want I will give you a personalized Harry Lillis Crosby album choice, depending on several things. I see SweetlyBlue making my little scoff sounds, and the thought of that cracks me up. I thought of the time my parents came to visit me in Hawaii, and how much she loved it there. I thought of her as Class Mom, when we went to the pumpkin farm for a Halloween field trip. And I got confirmation of paying off my other student loan, a nice little souvenir for the files. My mum had - admittedly kindly - taken on the task of feeding it to keep it alive, but when it failed to be able to eat bread or nuts she took to feeding it thin slices of meat, a tiny bit at a time. Time to start the fire, no problem I can do it, Sash and I collected wood, Carolyn got the big pieces and added paper.. screw that, I dumped half a can of gas on it and we were off. I can tell you, that was a very interesting position to be in and one that I hope I do not experience again.

I love you all! Of course you get attached to fuckbuddies- one gets attached to friends, after all. Invisible friends. I have a few close friends, and if something is up between one of us, I will ask about it. However, if ____ were to date any of my close friends, Richard, Nick, etc., Id have a SEVERE problem with that. You know, because Id think that I was inherently more desirable then my close friends and if she were to choose them over me yeah, well.. On the surface, that stance is illogical, but I wonder if Im using a different logic in this equation? Ive thought about from a couple different points of view. The coat was soft and sleek, with trim made from some sort of fur that was probably real, though Im not sure. I thought of some times.. and although I did not fully think it through, it did ease some of my animosity... And we saw Kat today, one of Giles' millions of friends; she's going to Africa too and she warned me about all the dangers of Africa and especially Egypt from the whole terrorism point of view. He opend himself to me, pourd out the very deep feelings in his heart to me, of how he feels about me, the impact I have made on his life. I don't think that I can fully describe in words my thoughts and feelings about how bad I feel as a person that I am not out with her right now............... just like Avril says...

Friend #2 has long been proud of his Coke habit. His now former best friend decided that hearing him call the youngster babe was tantamount to sexual harassment and caused a hostile work environment for her. And to make matters worse, she was one of his immediate supervisors at work. I personally felt that once I was in a relationship that appeared to be the last one I would ever want, what was the point in identifying as anything other than straight? I especially enjoy the Stephanie/Ranger relationship and find myself looking forward to those parts of the books. In addition to the allowable exceptions, there are also things that you CANNOT do!! They're pretty intertwined, but I don't trust someone to stay with me, to not end a relationship, or to not want things that could damage the relationship. Tell me she didn't want to try the relationship and then tell me what had happened and that she actually did want to try when she got here? I mean the whole point of this is - I can't see whats going to happen next.. and that scares me, I press my lips onto this mirror we call life and blow till my cheeks expand but I go nowhere, and neither does my breath. He told me he didn't want to try anymore, that it was killing our realtionship. I just don't want to try anymore. I just don't know.

They're more closely related to human bein's than they are to squirrels. What could drive someone to kill themselves plus lots of other people? Her pants are still sodden up to the knees. Kourtnee told the waitress that we were waiting for someone. When the waitress came back to the table with the food, Jamie told her to take it back and make it to go. My grandma is however the opposite, if someone pisses her off she will let you know about it. So anyway to make a long story short the power came back on when I fell off to sleep again and my parents said it was about 5:30am when it did. Have fun and y'all come back now. But geez, does everything have to be so fricking difficult? I've got to go and have a shower. I hate Xmas, I hate all the trouble my Mom goes to only to have it chucked back in her face. But I have faith that these things will resolve themselves.