I don't think anoyone's going to want to be around on the day when I finally leave home, I might jsut flip and let out everything.

I don't think anoyone's going to want to be around on the day when I finally leave home, I might jsut flip and let out everything. I told him so, offered to teach him to cook and that he should come back anytime. I should get going if I want to be ready for Core at six! But if things aren't right, if he puts this company first that's treated him like ass, am I going to want him? I for one hoe that this break isn't a long one. That's all I got. That is NOT the memory I wanted associated with this weather. They say that no one is perfect in this world. I felt bad that I couldn't spend as much time as I wanted to spend with him and to spend it as my 'normal, sane' self; but we did get to hang out and reconnect, though. I wanted to ask if I was the one who should be hearing this and not my mother, perhaps? I think he interpreted my shrug as that of indifference rather than a struggle to come to terms with my dramatic vexation and flabberghasted silence. I think she and I would honestly like to see him suffer for a little while and mull over the pain he caused us. So I didnt think anything of him and yesterday I came to school and we were all lovey dovey and what not. I didnt think anything of it, but it turns out, he thought it was a big enough deal to tell Katie about it, as if he pushed me away.