Just to clear up any misinterpritation, last night... I sooo just work here. What does your mom getting married on Saturday have to do with us boweling Sunday night? Getting in touch with my inner bitch. Friday night, I dined with Honey, and boy did we DINE! In short, it was a great first night - I even got in some target practice with some arrow shooting. And I still have managed to remain friends with these guys.

There are always dreams now, right ya'll? Or is it just sad to let them see something they may never see again? All I felt I had left was Sarah, the long time girlfriend that was always by my side. I always had the feeling that he was going to turn on me one day and that I was being set up for the kill, but the moment never came. However, what touched my life the most that year was the death of my closest cousin, Michael. I don't care enough to warn you that she is the kind of woman who will make her way up the company on the backs of other people.

I swear to you I am. What was the last movie you went to see? Got to pack, got to clean my room and my car, do some homework before I forget all about it. I kept forgetting to email my author and now that there's only a week's time before the project is due, I figured it was probably a lost cause. Anyway, today I finally remembered to come up with some damn questions and email them to my author, who actually responded in a record one-and-a-half hours. One day when like I was walking home with my headphones on, sometimes last week, or the week before i think. However, I pointed out a few things that have been bothering me for ages and I think they finally hit home with her. But that day during science they had to be partners, and honest they were not getting along, and attracting a great amount of attention to themselve, it was seriously getting creepy. I should have paid attention to the signs, so I was only pissed at myself when I discovered another car in the spot where I had parked mine.

Chuck and Loretta know how to sell Real Estate in the Danville, CA area. Apparently, I know exactly how to twist people around my little finger, and I know that I do it too. Apparently I'm a lot smarter than I give myself credit for. Wrap people around my little finger indeed! Make Sirk Happy, Horny, and an All Around Content Guy... Ill make the best of the fact that the barrier has been broken and I know exactly where I stand. Tell me she didn't want to try the relationship and then tell me what had happened and that she actually did want to try when she got here? He told me he didn't want to try anymore, that it was killing our realtionship.

She kicked April out of the house. If it wasn't for the fact that she was across the table and kept moving back I woulda slapped her. Cathy's journal: I just had to say that one of the little boys, John, really wanted to do my center and so he got up on the table, and kept going. I think he interpreted my shrug as that of indifference rather than a struggle to come to terms with my dramatic vexation and flabberghasted silence. Dad knows that; I think he's a little intimidated by my temper, or its capabilities. But I think I'm in the clear and won't expect to get sick for another five years or so. In fact, I think I could honestly say that she was the complete opposite. We would think of anything that we could to get to be alone, even if it was for just a minute or two. If life really is a box of chocolates would you be chewy, crunchy, or the suprise chocolate covered turd? I saved an outfit all week for today because I knew the cute crisis volunteer would be working with me. But let's not forget that Jesus rose from the dead AND ascended to a throne in heaven. You couldn't possibly understand how weird it really is to be me. Did you always want to be Mary but were never allowed because you had blonde hair? Not that i couldn't have that in Mount Pleasant, but wouldn't I love to live in Chicago?

I'm seeing Rilo Kiley TOOOOO!!! I hate insomnia. Seeing the Kids was nice. I was raised in the United Church, which is a sort of watered down Methodism, and I'm used to very formal services. There are many flavours of Judaism, just as there are many flavours of Protestantism, and since this was our first time attending a reconstructionist synagogue I wasn't exactly sure what would be appropriate to wear. As president, which one do you sell and why? I was slightly happy because I got to talk to Alison most of the day and exchange sarcastic comments about our job and life in general. What's the strangest thing you've ever done in your whole life? I probably would've run over the damn thing and left its remnants in the parking lot here at work.

Oh, and by the way, it might be good to note that clothes don't doctor when it starts raining at 2am. But then when I'm actually living there, it storms and rains and blows and is just down right miserable! I only feel slightly bad about my unfairness when I pity myself... However, I would just like to say in my defense that our instructor isn't asking us to DO anything with the readings, so when faced with the choice of grading papers or doing my reading, what do you think I am going to pick? I don't own the first 7 seasons on DVD or anything, but I did really enjoy that show enough to be a regular poster on the fan newsgroup. Everyone was so scared, but no one knew anything. Ah for it to be blindingly obvious that I have no standing and am nothing in the eyes of my boss. I am drifting away from everyone. Have you ever participated in another faith's rituals? Today I participated in something I had avoided thus far in my educational career: a bake sale. In just three short pages I will attempt to explain what I believe affected my life and made me the person I am today. Tonight I actually said no to something and he didn't have a melt down or argue with me. Hello, you were undoubtably sent this email because the admin of this site, myself, has discovered your email address online, and was led to believe you had a sudden or eternal interest in poetry or writing or more specifically the likes of ee cummings, and I can't forget to mention Pablo Picasso. I try hard not to write people off if I can see some glimmer of hope, but after carefully study, I do believe that your personality lacks any redeeming qualities.

I called the vet and ran her right up. I immediately called the distributor and cancelled it. Smiling, not taking her eyes off of him, her tongue snaked out and gathered his semen off the end of his dick and scooped it into her mouth. When I called his actual home this morning, and reached who I think was his step dad, when I asked for Jim they simply hung up. Dish It Up, Baby order The Book version of this diary or go to the book's web site & sign up for Dish! That was all *pre* coffee. Wed drink Mountain Dew and watch Buffy the Vampire Slayer and think that Honda Civics should be modified so that theyre almost as sporty as a stock Integra. And in 6th we had a hecka hard test that was so long nobody finnished and we have to complete it the Monday AFTER SRPING BREAK!

You know I just wanted a little break from the roller coaster ride, wanted my life to go along like a flat line for a few weeks instead of it looking like someone was having a heart attack on the monitor. I think I even pushed the plate from me and inhaled my Coke to stop the sickness in my stomach. Okay, so the headache I was expecting just kicked in. It scares me to think what will emege from this battered soul. My great grandmother may think me a good man and responsible; my mother and Godmother still think of me as a little boy, a perception fraught with advantages. You may find it interesting, you may not, but why not take a look and see? But I won't bother replying to her-I'm not black-and I know from the tone of my entry here, I would not be welcome to counter her message!! We went our seperate ways, but not before they'd examined our bikes and we'd peered through their scopes at the Dall sheep on the mountain ridges. He had been through hell and back. It had been given to her after his death by her former employer. You might recognize her as the Brazilian beach volleyball babe with the wandering hands or the hard body. I was fighting so hard to stay awake to see her when B picked her up from the airport. Not with the intention of being an angel of mercy, not from some morbid fascination, and God knows, not for material for some future story.

I am everything they say I am. He has four kids, he and his wife dont get along well because they got married before they were finished growing up, and regardless of how spiritually complete he claims he is, I wouldnt trade places with him for anything in the world. So here in this entry I have taken a few things from her latest entry and put them on here. Tell me that she wanted to try the relationship, and act like nothing had happened until she got here? I get a t-shirt that says Pink Cats Rule because it matches the boots, plus Jimmy just likes it. I don't want a dingy little relationship where it ends up going nowhere. I called up Dustin and he was just leaving the house so he called me from his friends house right...?? I don't even know if he reads my diary anymore. I know the world doesn't owe me any fucking favors and I know I can't get what I want if I don't even know what it is, but right now I'm just kind of sad. Please, pray, do a spell, send positive energy, dance around a fire what ever to send the positive energy this way and keep things this way. So far, I don't feel like anything I've put here has had anything other than a positive result.