It is really hard for everyone. Do you have any super-religious relatives who have committed a lot of mortal sins and still hold themselves holier than everyone not in their religion? Are you sure your political party is the same as your religious icon's would be? Have you ever started your own religions? Eurovision 2003 - Yup, still enjoying the craziness and the cheesiness of Eurovision more than ever! Im still pissed off about the other day, and I really, really, really hate Toby Keith even more now. I've figured out that I 'really' need to stop listening to Finch. How pathetic is that? Another vex is that it's also ridiculously cold, when the weather man said today would be 'warm for this time of year'. Or Ill just walk away and daydream a bit which probably doesnt release the anger, now that I think about it. Now science has not yet evolved to the point where it can understand the workings of the brain, nor do I think that it ever will. He doesn't have to obey my every wish, and think I'm right all the time, but he's mature enough to be able to compromise.

I didn't think it would bother me that much. I think the first time I knew that I loved him was when we were practicing at my house. I must have been crazy to think that he would want to spend some time with his new wife! Think about how much hair has played a part in society and fasion; how would you be effected? It's so odd how AIDS has and hasn't been a part of my daily life. In all the time I spent with him, and all the time I spent thinking about him, I could find only one thing wrong with him.

Then we kissed. I had to present the rebuttal and then during the open session I got so mad because the other team wouldn't answer my questions they just avoided them. I die every night, i wake up reanimated, and sometime during the day my mind's refreshed into what i used to know and maybe i'll look back, and a smile will be forced from my face of what could be a horrible life but is kept together with a strong will... Search the body and theirs no hole.... I feel, so, so whats the word... ah yes annoyed with people who think that i am something that i'm not when i barely even know them. So all I know at this time is that the electricity effecting several north-eastern states is completely out due to something about a grid in Niagra Falls or that's what I think was said on the car radio when I first heard about it. I would say that I had a very happy three years, but the drinking covered how I was truly feeling. I was 7, so it would have been about 1987, and I remember watching a report on TV and not really understanding why the newscasters looked worried, why my mom bit her lip and shook her head as she turned back to making dinner. Did you know that the University of Chicago offers classes to teach you ancient Sumerian cunieform? This was our one and only Photobooth Adventure, I think, but you really got the gist of it... I got up and put the tv on and fell asleep with it on. In other words, what was one thing that annoyed you about that particular person?

I'm using your lightening layout. They are not worth your time, and most of them, if they steal the layout, are to dumb to realize all the code changing and everything, and will most likely get annoyed with it. And I dont usually realize it till shortly after Ive already posted the entry. After i threw up, I drank water from the tap... I gently kissed her neck as she moved me from one side of her neck to the other. His hands unsnapped her bra at the back as he kissed down her chestablished The bra loosened and fell between them, releasing her perky breasts. As he cupped her fleshy buttocks, he found the crack of her ass and followed it down to the point where he could feel her puffy virginal lips. So I pulled into the rigth lane and he followed me, and turned on his lights. Well that night me and Shane tried to watch our movie again because we missed part of it, but Brantley came in and started kissing me while Jayden beat up Shane. You will watch us because we own your ass over and over, even if Floyd probably did win. Q Mix of Smells like Teen Spirit and Bootylicious - High pitched gargling by Destiny's Child mixed in with rock. It had a nice storyline and Jay and Silent Bob.

The lemonade rocks my smelly socks. So anyways, i'll tell you what happens all the time that makes me hate the pop. But i know that this all annoyed me before i liked him too. It's not his fault that I'm scared almost 80% of the time about this pregnancy. After the 5th month of trying you start to wonder- Who's fault is it? Then again I probably could have picked a better time to say it then at the dinner table at her parents house. First, my parents were married. Got that Paul Simon song 'you're the one' caught in my head, which is a happy occurence, because I like Paul Simon and that song. I answered Lily because Ive always thought that was such a pretty elegant name but with a double meaning, conservative or creative, you know? The coat was soft and sleek, with trim made from some sort of fur that was probably real, though Im not sure. That's probably it. Oh That's Right.

Come and admit right here how much you love the Chrome man. What is the most important thing to you in a relationship? And in the morning, he made sure to kiss me goodbye. But whatever, it did give a lot ot me, and it was weird because when I said goodbye to Monica, I realized it was the last time I would see her before we move in together in Montreal. Then 2 days later I cam down with a nasty ear infection and back off to the doctors I limped. He actually listened to me, which seems to be a first for any of my doctors with the exception of my OB/Gyn who is an amazing man also. The preceding announcement was made for those who compulsively keep up with my holiday schedule. I have never left stateside so I only bothered with the states I have been too. You're so amazing - I have never met any man before that acts the way you toward me, let alone maintain a long distance relationship for this long!

And so we are brought to the present. We went to the Lower Deck again. After that, we went to Jenn's house until physics. Shauna, LaVelle, Dakini, and I were going to art class because that was the only class we had not been to. And the one time I do, you get mad because I've interrupted your stupid baseball game. I mean, how likely is it that Josh and Donna are really going to get married in the Rose Garden? I am going to move in with him in a house on base after I finish high school.

I'm feeling... I'm a huge TK fan and have been for many years and I had a couple of things I wanted to say to him. You really seem to be opening up socially by going to all those clubs and concerts, and I have to say you're doing a lot better than me. It all happened so fast and I didn't know what to do. We are yet another online relationship and met for the first time on November 22nd. Hurting the First Time... My first real boyfriend had just broken up with me. Plus, who knows, maybe some part of that is what attracted my boyfriend to me and made us have the GREAT relationship we do now. This book made me laugh and made me think, two of my favorite things. Does this mean that you are done with diaryland? Name some of your favorite bands/music/songs.

I was explaining to a casual friend what had happened. I must have looked surprised at her vehemence and the fact that I didnt get the expected now, now, there, there because there was a pause and then... But that doesn't stop the fact that I miss the feeling of intimacy in your diary, of knowing you in a raw and unedited way, as you are, with your mistakes as well as your perfection. Or do I have to wait in suspense for all the good tales? Austin was good and fresh and lovely, and I'm going to tell you about it now.

What comes to mind when you hear.. What attributes does she possess that you wish you had more of? In no small way do I feel that there wasn't some divine intervention in all of this. Heres this goofy president, surely just a figure head for the corportations of far right wing Republicans that support him, already declaring war on American citizens who did the horrible deed of falling in love, already demonstrating to the rest of the world that this is a country of arrogant swine who scorn the opinions of anyone who isnt American, already trying to move the Womens Rights Movement back 50 years by asserting that the state has control of our bodies, already declaring war on any country he feels is wrong, already whittling away huge chunks of the very freedom he claims to protectand now were going to hand our country over to him for another four years during which he has no reason to worry about the American publics opinion of him? She performed an intervention and detoxified him. I have decided I prefer, without question, that the majority of the body count be in another hemisphere, away from me and the people I care about. Divine intervention? At the beginning of the winter this year, harvestmother and my grandmother staged a sofa intervention and declared their intention to buy me some new furniture, which was entirely welcome since I have no budget of my own for upholstery. Since the beginning of our marriage, either my husband or myself have been in school full time and working full time. I hate starting work an hour before everyone and working at least one, sometimes two hours later. I really respect you, and DAMMNIT WHY ARENT YOU HERE? I always steal pickles and rolls when I'm working. Theres always room for a few more at my table. It's not due until next Friday, and we're working on it in class, but I still wanted to check and make sure I knew what I was doing and had something to work on on Monday in class. I had so much I wanted to say, but what I wanted to say would have caused such a scene in the middle of the restaurant that it would have risen above the din of the college football and baseball and basketball games.