Even he wants me out of here, but we all recognize that I need a job and money, and he'd rather I work for the money rather than him just handing it to me.

Even he wants me out of here, but we all recognize that I need a job and money, and he'd rather I work for the money rather than him just handing it to me. And since my head hurts I can't concentrate on all the things that I must do. I mean, I guess that I can appreciate the need for vaginal and uteran health. And then getting her to arrange a time with Lynn, so that I can tell her just with me and Tal there. But I can be a friend and just be with her once in a while so she doesnt have to feel so alone. I couldn't appreciate the images while trying to read the words. That blows my mind because I couldn't imagine anything being better than that., but I know it is just a matter of time. I couldn't remember if I had friends there. I wonder if I've just totally lost all ability to cope with life's little let downs or if I truly have been getting fucked over all my life. Even with Warren I just wanted to snap over every little thing. I wanted to ask if I was the one who should be hearing this and not my mother, perhaps?