When I read this over, it sounds like teaching these skillsskills that most people I know have mastered like blinking or breathingshould be the most boring thing in the world. The only time Spanish really comes in handy is when I overhear them whispering to each other and am compelled to remind them that I understand what theyre saying in English AND Spanish, and when it comes to words like shit and boobs I am FLUENT in many languages. Or am I being completely rediculous again in supposing that those people either do really exist or that they do truly feel that way. I mean, what girl wants to go out with a guy that makes less than her or who has been less educated than her?

Visit, Cinderella?? Thank you for taking the time to write us. The gbook link wasn't working so..... are you giving out the password to your private entry? I talked to Dan on the webcam once I figured out how to get the internet working on my computer! She was waiting to meet someone, and we talked for a little while! I mean overall it was a good vacation, I got to hang out with my cousins CorCor and Kny and JB and Nato, but the other baby cousin that I have is driving me up a wall. He kind of laughed when he asked me what I use a helmet for and I was a little sketchy about telling him.

When she was leaving, LM said to her, Thank you for bouncing ball off my head, Aunt Kari!! Or would you just let him have his space and share the Lonely Hill comfortably as I think you want him to do for you? Name ten movies that when you see them at a rental place or think about them you want or have to rent them? One minute, they want to start something with you. Tell me would you love me tomorrow? Think about how much hair has played a part in society and fasion; how would you be effected? I was kind of weirded out though because tomorrow Kaitlyn, Gary and I are going on a haunted hay ride at 9:30. I still have to tell my Tom & Jerry story... probably tomorrow if I have time. This led to a fantastic conversation about faith and myth that was just way to poignant at eleven o clock in the morning. Sars and Pamie are two that everyone think of when online presences in this small group come up in conversation. But I like to think that eventually I stepped out and made some contacts on my own.

Works as a Mixer for a bakery. Why, for instance, does this totally cute girl i know**, who wears a totally normal 6 elsewhere, have to struggle to pack dat ass into a nine or even a godforsaken ELEVEN if she tries to slum it at Charlotte Russe? Oh, and this goes for you, too, Renee. I'll do that for the rest of the weekend if you'll flare DOWN. I totally couldn't talk without you, seriously, for real. I'd really love to hangout with him more, and get to know him better... but I still think that I want to talk to him about all of this. He told me he didn't want to try anymore, that it was killing our realtionship. I just wanted to let you know that I linked to you as the creator of the excellent flip-flop dairyring in my entry today! I wanted to ask if I was the one who should be hearing this and not my mother, perhaps? No one should dare to even think about being the Commander in Chief of this country if he doesn't believe with all his heart that our soldiers are liberators abroad and defenders of freedom at home. Yet, the money and job stability just doesnt seem to be happening with this person, and you are not too sure it will ever be great? I don't care about money, it's about love. Particularly the parts with Nelly Furtado, who I also don't normally like. The practice of hooking up with large, hefty individuals. It spun and skipped with joy.

But hmm. I really like writing to get rid of everything in my head, but no one it would affect should ever know about it. I am writing this at school during 3rd period. Be one of the few to keep this flame burning for many years to come.

My hip had been bothering me, off and on, for a while now. BUt i've been singing it all day cos its just so funny! My second goal, finishing by July 12th, was far from attainable, as it would've needed 5 pages/day to finish in time. Deplaning this time, I have no one there to greet me, which is one of the smaller but yet still disappointing aftereffects of 9/11, that only ticketed passengers are now allowed to the gates. What is the most times you have cummed in a day? Just little things people do or say effects me, especially when i'm volatile in times like these. Who is that girl I see, staring in the mirror straight back at me? Describe the place you call home right now, that is, where you sleep at night.

I know what its like to have to struggle to find happiness in this fucked up world, but you are trying and I think it will pay off someday. I know happiness eluded you much of your life and that depression kicked your ass almost as much as me, so I decided to just offer up a photo of you and I. I may not be strong enough to go after what I want right now, but I'm not weak enough to let the depression I'm feeling get the better of me. Well, when the 1800 says that the offices are closed until Monday and I freak out and want to cry, I find myself calling him. Well, on Thursday my tooth starts hurting like all hell and so I ducked out right after work and went home. He couldn't until 6:00 because that's when sunset is and it's Ramadan this month. We stopped in the hift shop because we finished early. We missed the express train, so our train stopped at every station along the way. For dinner at Grand Central there were no brand name places, so I grab a Caeser salad. There was no affair this time, with either. Jen offered to do it for me, and in the meantime, we convinced her to ask Don one more time if she could go... Where there's pop-culture, there's money to be made by exploiting it in the form of merchandising. Suffice to say, there was a lot of jealousy and bitterness at the studio, and John got the worst of it.

Even he wants me out of here, but we all recognize that I need a job and money, and he'd rather I work for the money rather than him just handing it to me. And since my head hurts I can't concentrate on all the things that I must do. I mean, I guess that I can appreciate the need for vaginal and uteran health. And then getting her to arrange a time with Lynn, so that I can tell her just with me and Tal there. But I can be a friend and just be with her once in a while so she doesnt have to feel so alone. I couldn't appreciate the images while trying to read the words. That blows my mind because I couldn't imagine anything being better than that., but I know it is just a matter of time. I couldn't remember if I had friends there. I wonder if I've just totally lost all ability to cope with life's little let downs or if I truly have been getting fucked over all my life. Even with Warren I just wanted to snap over every little thing. I wanted to ask if I was the one who should be hearing this and not my mother, perhaps?

Live and learn. Well what do you learn when its easy? But feel free to quote me or make fun of me or borrow what I write and send it out as an e-mail forward to all your friends, family and coworkers. Tonight I actually said no to something and he didn't have a melt down or argue with me. October 22, 2004 - What do you want from me? I even asked a moderator to tell me if it didn't look like I wanted to bite someone's head off because I actually wanted that and badly. As for the whole Jeremy situation, I don't know what to tell you. Me: and I don't know what's going to happen when I go to Austin, but at least we're taking risks and trying to do things to improve our lives. I don't know what I'll be feeling tomorrow night at this time, all alone with no cable and no gas and no internet access, but thats okay.

In fact, I think I could honestly say that she was the complete opposite. We commented on how this was the first time in our relationship that we had been really alone together and were overcome with relief. Actually, doing further research on Coney Island at this point is already a waste of time, since I really should be editing the paper, not encouraging it to further sprawl. Everyone else is taking Christmas Eve off as a vacation day already. That made me feel really alone... It is really amusing. Then, everyone was asking me how I was doing and if I was seeing anyone. Do you keep your faith's dietary laws, if any? If a social science class mislabeled something according to your faith, would you correct the teacher/t. a./professor aloud during class, or voice your objections quietly during the break? Tell me would you love me tomorrow? She called and told Shand that she would make a jug of ice coffee if I would come downstairs and help her with her literature homework. If you had the power and ability to do one thing, you can have access to every super power in history or ledgend; what would you do?