Buggle gum and lip gloss and toothpaste galore. The flowers of rust and destruction. I guess I just wish that I had that experience or that feeling that puts the little extra spark in someone's eyes, and makes their smile just a little wider, even at the mention of their name. I discovered, much to my surprise, that Im actually not as against the idea of a gay styled wedding as I once was; once upon a time, I loathed the notion and would rant and rave along the lines of why is it necessary for us to mimic heterosexuals? Its so much fun that I almost want to wash everything over again when Im done, hehe! And if you dont give your everything, I will turn my back on you and walk away. It would be even cooler if you could tell it to NEVER play that track. I have to re-apply to a webring that deleted itself and started anew at Ringsurf. I can sribble things down on paper, but I've never really amounted to anything that a person would want to hang on their wall.

So yeah, we should hang out sometime soon outside a show... I really like writing to get rid of everything in my head, but no one it would affect should ever know about it. Writing at School... I dont know why i put it up b/c i get so few visitors, but this way i hope to keep track of just how many i get. I'd love to try crochet, but I don't know anyone who can so I can't work out how to do it. I don't know she's going to like me when she comes back.. Matt: And I don't want you to be dwelling on it. It's nice to know someone else feels the way I do on women's sexuality since I'm finding out that even girls disagree with me. Someone also tell me why I got a bit bent out of shape last night towards Psycho?

Seriously, all week I felt like his attitude towards me was a bit shifty. Courtney Thanks for not taking yourself and life too seriously. Thanks for participating in my lil' chocolate survey! Thanks for the note, hope you have a good night. I'll let you have the rest of them, just for the heck of it. Hey~ Thanks for the note, it was really nice. I guess they were pretty burnt after the last tour. The only problem was, they were having the stupid Feast of Sharing. One night a male coworker, Stu, had a party at his home, and the only guestablished to show up were me, my boyfriend Tom, and Meg. I helped her finish dinner, we picked up Heather, went home, ate, I got dressed in my pimp suit and Alan drove me to the High School. I didn't do much when I got home except finally eat dinner which was a bbq sandwich. I didn't think it would bother me that much. For $50,000: Would you eat a bowl of feces?

This doesn't really help the trust issues that I have. If the world really is your oyster, where exactly is the pearl? If you have the right mate, then happiness will be wherever the two of you are together.-My horoscope for today. In other words, what was one thing that annoyed you about that particular person?

We walked down our old street, Hemenway. It represents the relationship my father and I will never have: the one where we talk about boys. Have you ever been in Love? Apparently, I could fall in love with you. My only question is, why go to limpbizkit and Creed shows if you're so adamantly anti-crap? Before i tell you how he makes me feel, you need to understand how amazing he is.. alrighty, here we go. I think i wanna try and explain how i feel for him and after that i'll tell you about lunch. Name ten movies that when you see them at a rental place or think about them you want or have to rent them?

Theyre starting to get offers in already. Last time I moved out my mother never bothered to get my new phone number, never stopped to visit me, never even knew where I lived. I can't blame him for that, but how am I supposed to trust him in any sort of way if he doesn't tell me anything at all... cept trivial things? Q: i keep finding out that my boyfriend has been downloading porn from the internet. The music changed to Beethoven and we stopped to look for mushrooms - Paul explained that Japanese buyers are paying $100 per pound for the right mushrooms - Canadians on welfare are living in the forestablished earning $20,000 per month mushroom picking.

But in any event, thank you for the favourite... Not only that, but it could be that they, along with Conor and a fellow record industry crony, may have revolutionized the way we buy music. Not only that, but I truly felt special hearing the new material. And then getting her to arrange a time with Lynn, so that I can tell her just with me and Tal there. But I can be a friend and just be with her once in a while so she doesnt have to feel so alone. And to tie it all up, obviously I got over my lust for her and have realized that we are much better as friends than we would be as lovers. I used that to replace the cable currently running from outside to my tv, and guess what? And along the highway there was a pond. If you were expecting a visit from the FBI, what would you change about the way your home looks right now? How is it that your family is going to be the happiest and most love? Love is something that is nurtured and takes time to grow.

Both Heddy and I were surprised to hear this. After sex, we watched the game, for a half hour, before we were both sound asleep at 9:30. This was kind of the case with my husband and I. High school classes, responsibilities, sports, singing, and the transition was difficult enough in itself, so with this extra burden I began struggles with depression. However, I believe the most difficult thing in life is to hate something and love hating it. Part of me is really scared of what its doing to me and worries about money spent on it but the other side couldn't give a shit.

So we have 2 concerts this week, first one is George and the Class of '84 at the Collective on Thursday, August 26th... everyone make it to this show! So the question is: Do you find happiness in the winning? I have decided I prefer, without question, that the majority of the body count be in another hemisphere, away from me and the people I care about. How can President Bush give speeches promoting democracy and expect to be taken seriously when people at home and abroad with the current election scandals in Florida, a puppet government in Iraq, and receiving an endorsement from Iran because they feel he would be more indifferent to human rights violations than John Kerry. I call upon the people of the United States to observe this day with appropriate ceremonies and activities, including remembrance services and candlelight vigils. After spending two-hundred and fifty very heavy dollars at the bookstore I took a very hot shower and then sat outside with the Lilith Fair CD to read for Roman Civ. I also call upon the Governors of the United States and the Commonwealth of Puerto Rico, as well as appropriate officials of all units of government, to direct that the flag be flown at half-staff on Patriot Day. The Abu Ghraib prison scandal, the open-ended detentions at Guantanamo Bay, the erosion of civil liberties - all have contributed to a sense that America's democratic values have have been compromised during the war on terror. In addition, I call upon all Americans to display the flag at half-staff from their homes on that day and to observe a moment of silence beginning at 8:46 a. m. The one bright point is that these countries like Americans as people. Where does the feedback end and the writer begin? Cathy's journal: I just had to say that one of the little boys, John, really wanted to do my center and so he got up on the table, and kept going. What the fuck did I do that was so wrong?

Nicki thinks it was a girl because the form was somewhat womanly, but I think it was just a boy with hips. It brings forward the question; Is one man worth saving, if you have to kill, to be able to save him? It felt good to be able to tell her that I'm done with fertility treatments and now looking into adoption. I discovered that she is now going to the RE's office where I was a patient. I talked to a few of the bartenders from the Loop, and discovered the same thing - great stories, great people.