I hate insomnia.
I hate insomnia.
The first time, I knew the answer to their little trivia question and called atleast 30 times.
I still ached from the Fez and walking was difficult, so I didn't really want to be there.
I really am going to miss this and them over the summer.
They were all between 23-25, so I didn't try to pick up on any guys.
I can't really think of anything else that happened at the dance but it was definately the best dance that I have ever been to.
Not a kiss a hug or anything.
For one faction to put down their arms, they have to trust that the others will do likewise.
Jen offered to do it for me, and in the meantime, we convinced her to ask Don one more time if she could go...
It might have been that I was mistaken because I was stupid little kid, but the memory sticks to this day because of how convinced I was that either the figure or the movie creature was based on the other.
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In between other books, I would go back and reread The Swiss Family Robinson, which is still one of my favorites.
In between other books, I would go back and reread The Swiss Family Robinson, which is still one of my favorites.
I still miss the closeness of the Lord in my walk.
Then, on my last night in the city, Bart and I went to two movies.
We got in some good hiking though and hitting of golf balls into the forest - which is a slightly less dangerous activity than shooting arrows - except for when the balls richochet off trees and come back at you.
Coke or Pepsi?: Though I live off of Diet Coke, I'd rather have Pepsi.
The glow of the screen is part of the sun reflecting off the yellow and orange leaves.
I could count the leaves if I wanted.
One party is, I dont even know what it is, but Daria and I are on the Guestlist so we have to go.
I had drivers ed this morning and I have it for the next 2 weeks!
Is this all I am now, this person who turns to a pathetic internet diary to shoulder all the anger?
Sorry cannot use internet so much, comp screwed.
They were all between 23-25, so I didn't try to pick up on any guys.
It had to be the best dance that I ever went to.
I dont like how he can see the fat all over and i cant hide.
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She blinks.
She blinks.
She wasn't having a good day since apparently she's cursed and everyday that she has had off this week someone has died.
Hopefully he's on his way home right now.
Victoria and I had been talking about this whole thing the other day, and wondering, is it good to do this nice thing for Mexican orphans?
A Funny Thing I Said Today: I believe its suck a fever, fuck a cold.
Jason, Greg, and I had known each other since the first grade, and after some strategic house moves, I lived very close.
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Aunt Hardass' boyfriend wasn't quite as obnoxious as usual, but still annoying.
Aunt Hardass' boyfriend wasn't quite as obnoxious as usual, but still annoying.
It wasn't very good.
He would wait for the okay and then gobble it up.
Who would you like to be, dream self or real self?
If we were all going by the bible - half of us would be products of sin.
So it's all in the minds of everyone.
Who would win in a fight, Jesus or Bhudda?
Your in a relationship of 5 years and your mate cheats on you.
You have used your diary as a form of confession, and that's good.
I wanted to email you to tell you that I liked your diary and that I'd help with the html.
Fabulous excuse, don't you think?
The thing about me when I'm angry is, though, that I'm quiet and you don't know when I'm angry until you egg me on- and then I'm a fucking volcano.
Well what do you learn when its easy?
It's not due until next Friday, and we're working on it in class, but I still wanted to check and make sure I knew what I was doing and had something to work on on Monday in class.
Some days it's a pity that I don't utilize this to everyone else's benefit, but I know that it's something I would later regret.
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I'm having a lot of fun going out doing my thing.
I'm having a lot of fun going out doing my thing.
Rockstar - 26 - He's in a local band that is having minimal success.
Hey I am having a bonfire at my house friday and i wanted to see if you wanted to come.
At this rate, I say let the gays marry- they have a better success rate and honor the sanctity of marriage better than straight couples.
Maybe for this final assignment, I'll only include made-up references to about half of the required texts and people/interviews.
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So Screwed.
So Screwed.
We would have so much freetime.
I do have some immediate confusion: if he's sick enough to be living at Heath House, how come he gets drunk at Fathom?
He is willing, obviously, to tell audiences some unpleasant truths.
And tell some jokes.
I know many of you have kids, and thats great and all, but dont bring them to movies.
But dammit if i dont want to kiss her sometimes.
I grunted, growled and prepared to tell the offending party that I was BUSY when I glanced up and saw the SN glaring at me from the new window...
And then getting her to arrange a time with Lynn, so that I can tell her just with me and Tal there.
Dont get me wrong, I want to see Megan and most of the people that will be there but I scanned the email addys to see who else she invited and sure enough theres Audra.
I just want to tell you that I am hear for you and I will really miss your daily commentary on how much it sucks to be pregnant.
Jim: Matt, can I speak frankly with you?
Remember, when Fox News and administration officials such as Paul Wolfowitz were calling people Saddam Hussein sympathizers if you questioned the decision to invade Iraq.
I stood in the hallway talking with Kyssa for like 3 minutes, and Andrew passed us and I stopped and openly stared and Kyss was like 'Are you even listening to me, or are you STARING AT ANDREW?' and she said that last part really loudly, and he turned around and I am going SHUT UP SHUT UP!
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The eyes can feel too.
The eyes can feel too.
Can you not tell me?
So youll properly understand why I feel a need to go homicidal on this man after you see this.
Ok seriously how many of you people still really like this asshole?
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Okay I will shut up now.
Okay I will shut up now.
I don't know where Dan er Ross are and everytime they talk about causalties it makes a knot in my throat.
What about Love at first sight?
What is Love?
What is your least favorite thing about yourself: where do i start?
Just say you planned it yourself, money isn't an issue, again time and myth have no meaning...
Imagination, what is your imaginary life like?
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I've got a hoodie too.
I've got a hoodie too.
I love Krista, too!!
In the dream I had last night was the first guy I can honestly say I fell in love with.
I can't blame him for that, but how am I supposed to trust him in any sort of way if he doesn't tell me anything at all... cept trivial things?
I just got so cosy here that I actually forgot it was a new diary and never got around to closing up the old one.
He is supposed to fix me... please fix me.
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I'm New York.
I'm New York.
And why do I have the mindset that I will always be struggling just by virtue that I am a painter?
And then getting her to arrange a time with Lynn, so that I can tell her just with me and Tal there.
As with farts, it is best to pretend that the smell does not exist.
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