I usually make it a point not to look an my friends/potential friends like that, because i dont like for awkwardness to get involved. Invisible friends. The wind was whipping around like crazy that day. Anyway, today I got up and went to Staples to get some binders and stuff that I needed for class! Instead of taking the escalator up into the lobby of one of the towers, you climb the steps and emerge into daylight. That was the only good part about that dream, and I got mad at the people in the actual dream for waking me from it. We forget that the larger than life presence of that person around us is something to be cherished and not scrutinized. The three of us grew to be extremely close and sang together, this also began my more social life. Why hasn't the United Nations - why hasn't the United Nations taken a more aggressive posture in fighting the AIDS epidemic which they are cut out to do? Also, in the last seven hours, I've finally discovered the reason why I only listen to the radio while driving. After a short stint around town today, I settled in to listen to Y100 in an attempt to win tickets to the Radiohead Sonic Session. Sure, I could still for fork out $90 to go to the Field Day Festival in New York next Saturday, but... What is your favorite day of the year?

I'm gOing tO KO liaOs~ sO tired today.. More importantly how am i going to hide my giggles. Then he walked me like half way back to my dorm and we parted ways. I love to review people's diaries, and I'm up front about it: if I don't like it, I'll tell you.

Of those songs, my fave. I imagined him walking over to me and dropping down to his knees, between my legs, and had I been wearing a skirt, pulling it up and burying his mouth on my bare cunt. He pulls it out and sticks it to my lips, allows me to suck it. Is he going to be out of work without disability insurance?

What was he? Plus, it was 75 degrees. She was waiting to meet someone, and we talked for a little while! I mean overall it was a good vacation, I got to hang out with my cousins CorCor and Kny and JB and Nato, but the other baby cousin that I have is driving me up a wall. We thought it was a good place to stop, get a drink & maybe a snack, since we were kind of early in meeting my Kim. At one point early on in our marriage, we had to move back in with his mom because what we were able to make at a pre-degree, pre-experience level wasn't enough to make it in expensive Southern California. I do know that when we are ready for children we will have what it takes emotionally, spiritually, financially, and more to make sure that they have every advantage. Many people wait until their 30s to have children. She has had her career and is ready to devote herself 100% to children. They had a chance to grow and nurture their marriage before bringing children in. It's very apparent in their adoptive son Thomas, who J and I met yesterday during the placement. I die every night, i wake up reanimated, and sometime during the day my mind's refreshed into what i used to know and maybe i'll look back, and a smile will be forced from my face of what could be a horrible life but is kept together with a strong will... We called this girl heather and i should really be talking to her about him because she's in the same position although i never went out with him and i prolly won't ever, that's okay.

Either - the wrapping of a package doesn't matter nearly as much as what's inside, right? Anyway, what the fuck ever. Monday morning I have an appointment with the psychiatrist again about my meds I wonder what she will say? It's nothing I would ever buy for myself, but now that I own one, I wonder what I've been doing without one for so long. First off, taking a piss with one of these things on adds about 5 minutes to the process. Sorry about my last post, it was quite negative huh?. Anyway my third class was kinda crazy cause the subject is kinda crazy, and I don't think I really wanna learn about this stuff! I actually was the first to call him, on Wednesday night, cause I think he gets kinda shy and doesn't know what he's supposed to do. Aunt Daphne made a delicious, tearfully-spicy cajun dish called Dirty Rice when we got back to the house, and that was pretty much the end of that day... other than the excitement when a tiny white gecko was found in the fridge. I asked about the situation from some other employees, and was unsurprised to hear that ALL of the book distributors had cut them off except for Ingram or something, and as for magazines, only the local distributor was selling to them. I told them if they found any money to put priority on Fine Print, as they had the coolest magazines, and they were a mom & pop type organization and would certainly miss the money. I really am going to miss this and them over the summer.

I don't know where Dan er Ross are and everytime they talk about causalties it makes a knot in my throat. Matt: In about 2 hours. I just can't talk about him without choking up, which makes me sad. Yet, the money and job stability just doesnt seem to be happening with this person, and you are not too sure it will ever be great? I'm going to be successful because I'm not starting a family until after I'm done school and after I'm married and I know that me and my husband are stable. Why is it so important to people to not be alone? I had told him I was going to the kitchen to study my Greek alphabet but he must have only been half listening. From now until christmas don't expect a ton of entries, because I'm actually going to spend the next 2 days watching the first two lord of the rings movies over and over, and then from wednesday until christmas I am watching all 3 movies in a row, every day. Because he is suppose to run a serious presentation, not a political campaign. I've had a yucky cold for the last week or so but I think it's going away. Are you old enough to remember seeing all of the Staw Wars movies in the theater when they FIRST came out?

I just wanna chill with her when no one else is around. After golfing we drove around to Williams Bay, Elkhorn and did some shopping in Lake Geneva. It debuted at #12, and the week after hit #1, staying there for seven weeks, only being displaced by Mourning Goodness's second single, Raindrops Tearing my Head Asunder. Jen offered to do it for me, and in the meantime, we convinced her to ask Don one more time if she could go... I had already scouted the best toy aisle & lusted after the ten dollar decepticon, Gnaw, so my choice was made in advance. The whole thing was covered all over in what looked like an outsize version of moss stitch, and the back was a series of rounded surfaces rather than flat.

I won't really get a sense of how it will all look for at least another month or so. I'm glad you requested; I got to see a whole different perspective from the life of another and realized I'm not the only one who's psychotic. Though at times you just jotted down songs and poems, when you would really write you let everything go from your soul, and let it do the talking. I definitely think I got my expressive face from you though. I am not here to eat you, nor am I here to drain the soul from your body.

Covered a lot of things and then covered them again. Unless you're drunk, then it's GAME ON. Then last Saturday i volunteered at the women's Expo. I had the subwoofer on the floor by the cubicle wall, and I would rest my feet on it, feeling the bass even when the volume on the music was down at realistic office levels. You tellin` the yanks bout Miss Molly? Support the Fight! He cums inside her; then he pulls out and another of the masked men takes his turn. I hate it when people bottle up their real emotions and instead presume a fake, unrealistic front that everyone knows is not the real them. Are you sick of organized religion in the altogether? But at the same time not so welcome people join the table - all the above may not be welcome - there are enemies - jealousy - greed - evil - or someone you love, but doesn't love you back. Most of the time anyway. I pretty much never have anything going on in my life, and people have to pick the one weekend that I do? All I have are my mind, my words and my lofty desire to help humanity: three notoriously unreliable, unstable, vulnerable and in this age of consumerism and corporate values increasingly disparaged pursuits. I have not touched nor seen nor smelled the world beyond the shores of this southern land. Have you ever had dreams about your past, present or future home?

We've been friends for almost 5 years, 5 crazy years of experimentation through adolescence. Each time, I stupidly didn't even think about the fact that this was a public place where mutual friends would read what I had written. I off-loaded all my high school knowledge and feel fine about it, excepting that class where they taught me how to balance my checkbook, what was that called? You may think that I should just be the bigger person and call him or e-mail him, but it wasn't just some old teacher I had in high school. Other than that, I think a little variety is good. They confided in me that this was emotionally tough on them because we have built a nice little family environment there and just about everybody who works there is like family. Yet, the money and job stability just doesnt seem to be happening with this person, and you are not too sure it will ever be great? What if you are with someone that you believe is the one to marry. That just freaked me out for the rest of the time I was there so I had to put that in this journal so someone could feel the same way that I did when I found out, that person is fine though, they just walked away from the hospital with cuts and bruises which is something to praise God for cause it coulda been way worst then it turned out to be. Jamie turned so that the back of her head was facing me. Jamie turned in my direction, scowled, and said very sharply, Its rude to sing at the table.