You can't judge a book by it's cover or so i've been told, maybe i'm just living in a fantasy world where people act good to one another, but whats the fun in that? Sometimes giving is better than getting or maybe it is just that sometimes when you give you get back in way that may surprise you. Imagine my surprise at receiving instructions on my first night on how to milk tubing and empty drains by a visiting friend who is also an oncology nurse. Considering that, I figured the least I could do is shut up and start my late career as an aging Cherry Ames, visiting nurse. Am I supposed to confront the whole fucking group of people and tell them how I feel?? I cant really complain because I rarely go to the doctor but I hate how they tell you to come early to fill out your paperwork and then the doctor proceeds to ask you every question thats on the paperwork again. Dont get me wrong, I want to see Megan and most of the people that will be there but I scanned the email addys to see who else she invited and sure enough theres Audra. What the fuck was I supposed to do? I have a feeling I'm going to start losing my weekends to shadowing and volunteering - and I am SO ok with that. We met one of the patients on the floor tonight, and the interaction with him and his wife was so unbelievably uplifting, despite his acknowledgement that he was going to be there for at least another four weeks... The same goes for contemporary folk fans, although with their lack of parrot-nose prostheses, loud-color T-shirts, and connections to Florida I find them a lot easier to stomach. People in their 30s & 40s who no longer try to keep up with current new music, if they ever did before.

How old was she? How do you tell the difference between Democrats, Republicans, and Southerners? If not, how do you/did you feel as others were reciting it? Any five-year-old could tell you that. Anyway.... you probably won't hear from me tomorrow because I won't get in till late.... and after I've unpacked the car.... replaced all the burnt out lightbulbs... checked for disasters.... poured myself a drink.... and checked the email...... well..... Im looking forward to being a guest tomorrow, with brownies as my sole responsibility.

I am so gonna work my way to becomming a Con groupy if I'm not careful. So of course I had to make him something, never mind that I'm exhausted and burnt out, and just generally in one of my rather be in bed adn sulk moods. Valerie rubbed my arm and whispered to me that i should relax. Bigglesworth had really made me happy, and i was looking forward to spending more time with Jared, Valerie, and maybe even some more friends. Hey... been reading up on your diary today and I find it really comforting... to know that I'm not the only one going through all the things I'm going through - the nausea, puking, and all the shit that comes with being pregnant! And I do like the phrase, I was just poking you to see what you'd do... Hi I just wanted to say I really love your screenname the layout and your words. I think she and I would honestly like to see him suffer for a little while and mull over the pain he caused us.

Sign up for my Notify List and get email when I update! However, when I look in the mirror I just see my face. Wow mom, you think out of all the people in the world you would realize when I'm joking around and when I'm not. Name 3 people in history, living or dead, you'd like to have lunch with? One square mile in New York county holds a staggering 66,490 people. Could one milkshake be that powerful, as to bring all the boys to the yard? My own experience has been that if you're blessed enough to have Jewish friends, you're pretty much guaranteed the chance to eat your weight in fresh and/or smoked salmon any time they include you in a family celebration. So I hope you have a great birthday, Dad. I am sure you guys will have a fun Christmas though! I have also been in the same house for as long as I remember, but it's very cozy and I love it. It's odd- since I remember the 1991 war. I remember when shaheen aunti came to ammi blaming me for the chemistry between both of you my mom gave me a disgusted look. I however expect both of you to write to me in the next 48 hours.

Then I opened my mail from the weekend, which proved to be a lucrative task. So I allowed myself to sleep in, which still got me up at 10 a. m., since I was unable to sleep any more. I am of the firm belief that children deserve to be brought up in a home where they are wanted. A part of me says she should know, that if I don't tell her the results will come back to haunt me later. So anyway, then Monday will come and that will be like the typical Monday except with my boss back. Dont get me wrong, I want to see Megan and most of the people that will be there but I scanned the email addys to see who else she invited and sure enough theres Audra. There are so many good movies out right now that I want to see.

Now is the time for you to take charge. Yeah, sorry I have to be all legal on you here, but unless otherwise indicated, all that you read here is mine, mine, mine. Unless you consider garlic a spice. Brian is a good bud of mine. I'm sorry that you had to go and do that because then you got to see how i deal with ppl like ya.

How is it that life there is so stable that we could walk seamlessly back into our old places after a whole year? The beginning of my end, and I put so much effort into it. Epilogue: The year after that, I was living back at my moms house, all my friends were halves of couples, and I was pretty bummed out knowing that I'd be the one home alone on Valentines Day. Hopefully, I'll at least get my money back on it. Going to get to sleep earlier so I'll be up tomorow during the day and not completely screw up my sleep schedule... I die every night, i wake up reanimated, and sometime during the day my mind's refreshed into what i used to know and maybe i'll look back, and a smile will be forced from my face of what could be a horrible life but is kept together with a strong will... You can't judge a book by it's cover or so i've been told, maybe i'm just living in a fantasy world where people act good to one another, but whats the fun in that? Search the body and theirs no hole.... He was the major reason I changed and became happy.. And I wasn't bored for some reason.

And I have a fucked up knee and shoulder. And I already have that covered around here! I finally found someone that I don't get annoyed with even when I'm with them 24/7 and now we have to be apart. That, and I really have to stop chewing on my lips. I am not that high maintence. And someone came by my grandma's house the next morning and told us that someone was driving down the road that night and fell asleep, lost control and ran into the pole and knocked all the power out on the whole street, and that noise we heard was that person hunched on over the horn of the car knocked unconscious.

Yeah, quite different, you idiot. Instead I landed on the Caffeine Twitchiness And Really Crazy Oblique Associations square, which gives you an extra turn! Come on, aren't you feeling generous? I'm back on your page, reading again, and praying for you. I'll be praying for you and your step daughter. I feel for you. Did I mention that one of my friends who was a PA on Spider-Man One said that you like it up the butt? Anyway, I still wanted to see all of my friends, so I arranged the lunch date. I wanted to ask if I was the one who should be hearing this and not my mother, perhaps? I had so much I wanted to say, but what I wanted to say would have caused such a scene in the middle of the restaurant that it would have risen above the din of the college football and baseball and basketball games. Another part of me says she doesn't need to hear it because what good would it do? It's so odd how AIDS has and hasn't been a part of my daily life. I simply let spirituality go, and it became natural for the thought of what days meant to not be a part of my life.

It's really cheap, but I do like it. It's my soulmate that I can't really have. And it seems like he has really cared from the start. I mean, what girl wants to go out with a guy that makes less than her or who has been less educated than her? Jeez, on a side note, I don't understand how you ladies deal with tights and leotards and shit like that. Which one of you single, horny bitches is going with me? I'll miss you bitches. Why do people have to be such assholes and then make me look like a bitch for pointing it out? Its amazing and awesome and beautiful. I need blankets in the winter from the cold, and in the summer from the a/c. From the tone in Kourtnees voice, I dont think that Kourtnee was as close to Jamie as Jamie thought they were. Jamie left Kourtnee and I at the restaurant eating by ourselves. Kourtnee and I were on the freeway heading to the city of Absanie to meet with Jamie Frasier. Kourtnee looked frustrated.