Fall down, go splat - Monday, Oct. Check out my diary!!! He swung open my door and yelled, 'ARE YOU ON DRUGS?' Of course the answer was no but I knew exactly what he was upset about and was really hoping to avoid the whole situation. And now I've just listened to her be completely open about something that she thought might mean the end of the relationship before it even got off the ground. Lets pretend his name is Jim or Bruce or something that nobody is actually ever called anymore. When youre in the car on your own, and some Air Supply comes on the radio, its a completely different story. Theres something about an Air Supply song. Sorry about the mix-up darling. I was told i bird walk, it means like, talking about something, going off on a tangent and talking about something completely different, then going back to what i was talking about before like i havent been ranting about something else for the last 5 minutes. A complete 180 from last week and the week before, I think it has something to do with the fact I haven't seen/talked to Gus since last Tuesday. I think everyone else who was in the car took off. Then later, Dad calls me outside for something. Can I have the password if it is, please? Innocences is really good and takes more then one read, makes me think different things everytime.

Anyway so long story short, after matching all those numbers, I won ten frigging dollars on a 2 dollar ticket, what a RIP! However, what kills me isn't just that I know that I did poorly, but, also, as I was sitting at my seat, it made so much sense; it felt so right. So how the fuck am I supposed to tell this girl that I cant handle seeing her when apparently everyone else can..? Click here to take this survey! At the request of a male reader I have created this survey. It is truly a wonderful feeling; Knowing what makes you different than everyone else. Is this some sort of trend that I missed? Lunch at Magglios a wonderful, nice Italian place that played a lot of Sinatra and would not have let us in in shorts and t-shirts if it were not 3 p. m. First off, I have to briefly mention the wonderful ending of my semester.

What class in high school do you think was totally useless: erm... I chose the viola because in 6th grade, there was a day at school where we chose if we wanted to join the band or the orchestra. SO we were together for like all of sixth grade, and then in the last days of school, he was talkign to some chick, and i got all pissed and punched him in his face and broke up with him. For most of my adult life I have challenged the way people think, and for most of my life, I have had to suffer some heavy scrutiny for having those thoughts and ideals. When I was with him, I had some of the best times of my life. However, since he didn't have much hands-on with the PA stores, my department was under jurisdiction of the complete assholes in management. Canada has citizens who have married the royalty of Hezbollah and openly print they wish to send their children out to go blow up infidels. Ok if it is Gods plan that his son should be crucified for the sins of the earth and all that crap, uh, doesnt it follow that the person who is going to be the catalyst in that scene is in fact doing what God wants??

Well, I can. I understand about Joseph and Philip but I have been doing landscaping and various computer crap, ancestry and many other things that need my attention that I have neglected by keeping people of jail. I turned left onto 23rd and was right behind two cars. Okay, I have known for a few weeks that my wisdom teeth need to be pulled.

Its a face. BUt i've been singing it all day cos its just so funny! The first night was a bit awkward, but the most they do is talk too much and hug so it really is just cute. He is really cute, and I dont want him to just go away and possibly get hit by a car. I have decided not to include these on this calendar and have kept it to the main festivals. And just incase my day wasn't.... hmmmm whats the word I'm looking for? And my moms looking at me as if Im freaking her out! The only places outside the US I have vistied are Canada and Paris, France.

Bye for now! Ive been thinking, what happens if I am arrested for suspicious travel patterns by the UN? But enough about what I want. I don't know what it is, but the week seems to fly by. Me: Well like what kinda stuff is it? Well I'm off to my nap now. Well, time to go refresh my martini...... goodnight everyone, keep in touch! Do you belong to an organized religion? Do you have any super-religious relatives who have committed a lot of mortal sins and still hold themselves holier than everyone not in their religion? Have you ever participated in another faith's rituals? Have you ever made fun or assumptions of a religion in which you had not participated? In case you have read it, all the entries are easily labeled in my archives page under link of same name.

They restrict access. Cumulus is a lot like the politically conservative media monopolist corporation Clear Channel, only they are slightly less huge. It reminds me that there are places where the air is always like that. The payroll office has lost my time sheet and has no record that I ever worked there. I hope she knows that it's just so not the same without her. She pushed her panties farther to the side and rubbed her pussy harder. And Im crossing my fingers that one day their computer skills are so good that they can find their crazy gringa teacher on the internet through the magic of Google and their mad typing skillz. Theyre getting useful computer skills out of this deal; Im getting free Spanish classes. What stinks about aging is that those people youve thought of as permanent institutions in your life begin to turn up missing. Stupidity, ignorance, and the fact that totally hot yet completely unattainable people exist.

I know youre smarter than I am. Apparently I'm a lot smarter than I give myself credit for. Sign up for my Notify List and get email when I update! I'm sure they're hoping I'll email them so they can add my email address to some spam list. So I why do I have such a hard time believing what they are saying to me? However, what kills me isn't just that I know that I did poorly, but, also, as I was sitting at my seat, it made so much sense; it felt so right. I mean overall it was a good vacation, I got to hang out with my cousins CorCor and Kny and JB and Nato, but the other baby cousin that I have is driving me up a wall. AND what about the class reunioun??? You know when you hear a song, and totally identify with what the singer is saying. I know that if I let myself slip, I'll take people I care about with me, and that's not what I want to do. I don't care about money, it's about love. What about Love at first sight? I have an idea for you, if you want to take the time... And the Pi Kaps did much better, it seemed they got about 8-10 guys.

I can't wait until things get better. I can talk to her about whatever lame thing I want, and either she's already interested in it too, or she takes an interestablished And I feel like I can just as easily talk to her about heavier things, about whatever I'm feeling, just as easily. I certainly hope she can find joy in the condition she is living in and find value in it, somehow, as it is still an opportunity to do so... Bless you and Hang Tough in the Lord! Did you hear about that? And the Pi Kaps did much better, it seemed they got about 8-10 guys. Around here, everyone talks about this place.... almost every woman I know in Los Angeles has been taken into the men's restroom at one time or another by boyfriends who must show off the urinal! Do you spend time trying to convince others that yours is The Way? Is your ritual system different from the one you grew up with? Is your faith now different from the one you were raised with? Afterwards, we were going to go to the American History museum, but it was already 3:30, and it closes at 5, so we decided to walk around and see the monuments and such. She was having major boy issues, and it never helps when they boy-of-the-week is friends with your friends. Last week, he left me alone with myself when I really needed him... And the rest of the stuff that I'd like to write in here, well, I'm just gonna keep it to myself for right now... But I worry, not really for myself, but for everybody else who's not as lucky.

I caught a cab home and had a gardenburger in front of the television with LT, while watching a nature program called Rhino! Did you know that the rhinoceros has the longest sexual staying power of any large mammal? I don't have the hope and belief that I can do it, and thus, I won't be able to do it. BUT i put another one because i reread the question and saw that it says 'best describe' and noted that there was only one + charge on the rod. It is only the learned and the wise that let go of their shriveled cocoons and take to the air at every opportunity. I tried to reach Tim again at the Tribune, and of course, he didnt call me back. Dont get me wrong, I want to see Megan and most of the people that will be there but I scanned the email addys to see who else she invited and sure enough theres Audra. I mean the whole point of this is - I can't see whats going to happen next.. and that scares me, I press my lips onto this mirror we call life and blow till my cheeks expand but I go nowhere, and neither does my breath. And what briefly thought up fantasy in the produce isle would be complete without him using some of those vegetables to fuck me? Back in the 1940s, when people didnt complain so much that this job or that one was beneath them and they took any work that amounted to an honest days pay, my grandfather took a position as a tanner, and he learned how to stencil patterns onto calfskin so that it looked like something other than what it was. This is the same idiotic thought process that makes people buy lottery tickets I think. Softly, sweetly, a scent so faint that I thought I was hallucinating rose from the seam. Before I fell asleep, the very last thought I had of her was of her in her coat and her black velvet again, only this time, my father had opened the door for her, and she was stepping out into a soft, magical night. I thought of her as Class Mom, when we went to the pumpkin farm for a Halloween field trip.