Today I spent entirely too much time here. Now, FREE WINE, that's an entirely different story. It follows the story of two very different sisters and takes a good look at the issue of body image and the importance of family. It was Jim henson movie that didn't become very popular but its a great story, fun and should be a classic. It is Mellissa, coz they're two like to look at guys, me, no way!!!!!!!! She's everything that Im not and everything that deep down inside I want to be. I mean, I am not averse to compliments, but that is no kind of thing to say to me. I want to feel happy and rested again. I contributed to that by saying it's certainly fathomable to imagine oneself in another body, and still know that you are in fact you. However - when he reached over to grab my hand in the car none of that really mattered. Unfortunately I apparently bitched to the wrong person, because suddenly the manager bitch knew that I really had hated her all along and started trying to make my life as hellish as possible.

It makes me so happy. I went to bed feeling relaxed and happy to have said everything I wanted to say, and having bounced off her everything that I needed bounced, and with plans for us to explore our new neighborhood in the new year. But that's Chicago, and we're tough, so there it is. It may seem silly to admit that, but several years worth of intense experiences and impressions are impossible to eradicate. But it just lacked that certain something about the characters that make me love them. Thank you for showing me that there is still something amazing and original out there. Shinny - This is something like hockey, except the main goal is to fuck up the other guy as much as possible, and its only played with two people. Www. mindflowers. co. uk is an online community/forum/mad house that is devoted to the arts. Does this mean that you are done with diaryland? And yes, I suppose that does reflect somewhat on Kims remarks about the matter of trust. Yet, the money and job stability just doesnt seem to be happening with this person, and you are not too sure it will ever be great? What happens if you absolutly love someone to death, you are so in love with them, yet they are horrible in bed? I wonder if he's home right now with his family for the holidays.

I knew that the moment the paper touched the sooth surface of academic doom that my circles were totally misplaced and that I did horribly. I may find that Jeff and I do not want kids down the road. They give an unknown writer and director the chance to make a low budget movie and the hope is that another GWH will happen for someone. I think you should narrow that down. It tells me that no matter what happens in your life that you'll always have the hope and the strength to go on and deal with it. It reminds me of that movie, Airheads, the part where they're listing their demands and they ask for naked pictures of her, so that they can plead insanity later. Even though we have had the same pictures picked out for two months waiting to be placed we got screwed over. Have I even really changed from the 17 year old who you took to the bank and to get pictures taken and to Pizza Villa? Well, because my roommate at the time, the same Daniel from whom I rent my current apartment, wanted to spend a romantic evening home with his fiance. John and I were going to be The Ducks, but we were too busy being MSN geeks to notice we missed our shot with the name. Afterwards, we were going to go to the American History museum, but it was already 3:30, and it closes at 5, so we decided to walk around and see the monuments and such. After lunch, we had about 2 and a half hours until the baseball game, so we were trying to figure out what to do. I had no idea what to expect, but I knew it wasn't going to be the same. We're going to another party tonight in Jersey City where most of that same crowd will be.

With this DrunkFella pulls out a wad of bills youd have to see to believe. I have to write or I might possibly go crazy. It's way too much to summarize because we've missed out on two years of each others' lives. I guess you'll just have to see for yourself. Finally settling into our new house and living in something I own feels different I have to say. I knew this was something I had to do, but the internal fighting began to wear down my upbeat attitude which changed to a negative, depressed personality. High school classes, responsibilities, sports, singing, and the transition was difficult enough in itself, so with this extra burden I began struggles with depression. However, I believe the most difficult thing in life is to hate something and love hating it. I'm addicted and its difficult to stop. I had the worst night ever last night, I just flipped again and got really down.

You admit that your Halo may, in fact, have slipped a little? Quizzes - A couple little quiz-dealies that I took. That was damn funny! He came and talked to me today after class and that was nice.

Monday I went to work late so that I could experience Nora's preschool for the first time. Sometimes I wonder how I would treat Andie if I met her for the first time today. Now that's a FIRST!LOL! I can respect that... keep stopping by and dropping lines...~Hugs~ I'm off to nurse my bangs, bruises, bumps and various injuries from the pits yesterday! I saw about 20 minutes of it, and in that time they aired Alanis Morissette's You Oughta Know, which is a song I have liked much better since it stopped being so popular, Kelly Osbourne's Papa Don't Preach, a pretentious and arty video by Sonic Youth, and this one. The song has grown on me, and now I can't get it out of my head. Life deals out cards, good hands and fucking horrible hands that won't win you a penny or an ounce of happiness - instead you're likely to lose it, but it's not in the cards that are dealt is it? So, I get up and just accept that my day will have to begin at 2:30 in the morning, praise be to Allah. I actually cried in the theater..... why can't you be here? Having the water at his fingertips for over a decade has actually made him lower his priority on getting into it. Aaron has all the staff that at his weekly as I do at mine - assistant editor, two full-time reporters, correspondants - but, unlike Aaron, I have a second full-time job, city reporter. She's so into her faith and being faithful at all times, and with our world the way it is, with all our filth and nastyness, it must be hard.

Why is that? I almost didn't call him, because you never know how a situation like that is gonna go. You know what I have, so far? What Kind Of Star Wars Fan Are You? The inspection gave me the impetus to tackle a few jobs Id been putting off because of my back/leg. I would have liked to toss back a couple of beers with him, I tell you what. If you had the power and ability to do one thing, you can have access to every super power in history or ledgend; what would you do? Name 3 people in history, living or dead, you'd like to have lunch with? But still.... that seems like a lot of money for something that seemed like nothing. At the party I recall opening a gift that was a Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle sleeping bag. At the time, sales were down and Chander was spending money like a drunken sailor on new equipment and other things. During the last year since Chander has been the owner, a number of things have come up regarding employees that Chander forced Dan or Howard to handle. The experience he will gain as General Manager of a manufacturing concern will enable him to leave Chander some day and go on and make good money elsewhere.... but for now, it is in Dan's best interest to suck up to Chander and stay employed. And while my shits were exceptional, the smell of RB now kinda makes me queasy. I read a few of your older entries, and I have to say, I too am pissed about the bad publicity that the Middle Ages have been suffering since the Renaissance.

John and I were going to be The Ducks, but we were too busy being MSN geeks to notice we missed our shot with the name. I'm not going to say any of this has been easy, except for my fortunate medically easy pregnancy and delivery. That is the worst part of my pregnancy so far. So seeing how I am scared of pitch black darkness I got up and was trying to see what made the power go out, and my parents got up and joined me with flashlights and candles. I keep flipping it back down, but due to the cruddy construction of Wal*marts junk, two prongs have already been broken, and now half the umbrella is hanging down sadly. I've had whats called an easy breezy weekend... nothing major to do, but to clean and restablished It's been nice.

Tuesday, Sept. I miss him I'm going half out of my mind from missing him... But in all that was going on it totally slips my mind to call my dentist to get my referral. But if things aren't right, if he puts this company first that's treated him like ass, am I going to want him? But its not all its cracked up to be. About next Saturday.. turns out the game is cancelled so Mazzi and I aren't going to have out senior appreciation day. How is the multi-hour game session going? Out of all the major cities I've been to, San Fran is definitely my favorite. I mean he is out there and I am trying to find him a really nice girlfriend.

He was very cute. Not sure what he said, but I'm sure it was a pitcha as to why he should have my money without working for it. You begin to mutter aloud about where you should camp. It's ridiculously early on Friday morning, but I need to make an entry now before I pack this thing up. I mean, last week was shit and the week before, I think, was worse. I don't think I finished writing about my favorite guys yet, bet thats OK cause right now I can't really think of many more that I have my mind on, anyways I said I would tell ya about the thing with Ed and Brian. I dont really want to open that wound for the public, but jodie almost got an ass whooping from about 6 different people tonight.