Come see me! I shot up through water, then flew high into the sky where I just floated, suspended by a force I couldnt see. I want to rip it through his amateur's larnyx and show him how small and weak and how stunted by youth it really is. None of them wants to be on the loser bus, it's just too bad for me and they just happened to be lucky enough to be selected by the Almighty Brettely. I am not even gonna tell what happened the past few days, it hurts to much to write it down.

Because of this a lot of good movies get bypassed by this theater to show the more main stream, current block buster movie. I feel so unimportant when I have absolutely no audience, but I'd really piss off my friends with this one... And I'll be getting a day off this Friday it looks like, as I have no lessons, just one PDP session taking over my only lesson so the parentals are letting me stay at home. I'll be sure to keep in touch with my current friends later on in life, even though we'll eventually say goodbye. Even though I dont really mind if the chapter is left unread for life. With my friends, I am more myself and don't care what I do or say. If anything, I have dissed other people in my life like the Boy and my best friend L.

She told us that Louise was a male, so initially I named him Cyril. Im afraid that someday soon I might do it. But than I'll see you soon anyways right? I want us to be safe but im worried there is no real safe place anymore. I'm worried. I want to cry. I don't know what part Joel was talking about from Swingers but I guess there is some part that says six days, it's probably a joke. Matt: I think you've made that clear sweetie, I understand. Look I do understand that the landlord wants his money, but he started harassing me before the rent was even late. The pain started on my upper arm, and went up to my neck. Well, the day before yesterday i started feeling some pain.

Some steam that rises up off a glacier? I was interested in him last year, but part of our discussion centered on a French girl that he seems to be in love with. What was the significance of that? That first year is hard and goes so fast. Anna and Shelby don't like the fact that I am making such high scores when I picked up a calculator for the first time at the baginning of this year. But that doesn't stop the fact that I miss the feeling of intimacy in your diary, of knowing you in a raw and unedited way, as you are, with your mistakes as well as your perfection. I wanted to email you to tell you that I liked your diary and that I'd help with the html. Should I tell you? Its pretty obvious that they trained him to keep his mouth open so he wouldnt purse his lips so much. So I tried out today, and man, I screwed up so bad and there were so many hints I wasn't going to make it. When I was in San Francisco there were homeless people all over the friggin' place.

I'm silly... I was lucky. She was waiting to meet someone, and we talked for a little while! After several of these calls, they finally bit the bullet and told us that someone was out the back plucking Busby for dinner that night.

For bonus fun, try the emo drinking game... I plummeted down to Florida for a week and now, having been back in the godawful environs of Ohio for three hours or so, I am in the process of finding what parts of me, if any, have been recharged. Thank you for kind words spoken in season. Hey... thanks for the birthday note. Do you run out of the store, despairing that you'll never find another shirt? I won't definitely come back, but maybe to check in on you every once in awhile. We had run into a couple of guys on our way into the paddock that we had met at the Milwaukee race back in June and hung out with them while they got the pictures they took at Milwaukee signed by the different drivers. That should get me back into the habit. As goes the end of every week, I do so hope the next one goes better. My ability to care and be thoughtful wasnt taken from me, and one more unhappy ending isnt going to change how I handle the next one. Apart from the increased likelihood of Bush winning just to piss me off, I simply do not know who is going to win. Apart from the rain, it was mostly easy cycling with moderate tail winds and good flat roads. Pristine lakes and streams became the norm and trees began to crowd in from all directions.

Hugh Grant dancing is so funny and the remake of 'Love is all Around' exceptionally cheesy. It is dedicated to music and playing on the playground and spinning around in circles. Now feel free to take a look around! You might like to know that the customs are free at the moment. I don't care enough to warn you that she is the kind of woman who will make her way up the company on the backs of other people. You get there on time, you sit in your pew, you listen to the Minister, you sing the appointed hymns, you say the appointed prayer, you leave.

Very funny movie. Sunday Kim was in the booth that we were in on Saturday and I was in Kara & Tasha's booth. AND what about the class reunioun??? What about Love at first sight? What is Love? What class in high school do you think was totally useless: erm... The thing about that is.. But I do think that it's weird that there was an accident, lots of alcohol, Colin, me and him hugging, and sobbing and Calling Out all in both my dream and the situation today in both of them... think God is reaching out to me? The idea is that once he gets settled at the studio, John and I will be able to collaborate on songwriting via the miracles of e-mail and mp3s. Anyhow, the idea is intriguing, isn't it?

There's an Abercrombie and Fitch on Burlingame Ave now. Oh, and camping with his fam was awesome. Now I just want to go somewhere where there's an actual beach and go swimming in the ocean. Deplaning this time, I have no one there to greet me, which is one of the smaller but yet still disappointing aftereffects of 9/11, that only ticketed passengers are now allowed to the gates. Jen offered to do it for me, and in the meantime, we convinced her to ask Don one more time if she could go... Please, pray, do a spell, send positive energy, dance around a fire what ever to send the positive energy this way and keep things this way.

I'm not sure how I ended up facing him but now my back was to his front. Last, but not least, please bring back the love in his heart. I'll have pictures before too much longer, for your amusement, to say the least. I just got so cosy here that I actually forgot it was a new diary and never got around to closing up the old one.