I hate him... I mean hey you can act all polite in shit and speak shit about me behind that facade smile you have but I want you all to know that you just make me feel disappointed just as I have disappointed you. If people who are different from you are just living their lives without bothering you why should you care? There are so many pairs I want but I have to be mindful of my budget. How many times does one write in a diary per day? Feel free to hit that little X up there. The legal age to have sex is sixteen, at the very most, and lower in many places, although that comes with a lot of rules. Is it just me, or does the Arsenal away kit look like the sort of pyjamas you got for little boys in the 80s? She was having major boy issues, and it never helps when they boy-of-the-week is friends with your friends. Sometimes I like to imagine that there is a Mister-Burns-style trapdoor in my brain, and I can just open it and send the stupid ideas plummeting, down to my stomach, to be dissolved by gastric juices.

There's a stop at a place called Chester, then we continue on to Llandudno where we're staying. Yes, there are seal hunts in Canada. There are TOO MANY SEALS. And when you are... Same deal with my kids, I agree they are cute enough, but arent all kids? However, I would just like to say in my defense that our instructor isn't asking us to DO anything with the readings, so when faced with the choice of grading papers or doing my reading, what do you think I am going to pick?

Then I found a large paperback copy of The Swiss Family Robinson on her bookshelf. None of the things you think of will work. It's been awhile since I wrote one, but what do you think of the Misadventures of Monty & Dexter? Name three things you would change about the US goverment. My friend keep pouring mug by mug to mi and until the 10th mug, i know is time to say NO. Well that night my friend Brian stopped by. As I was driving to their school to pick them up, I saw Jenn and her friend driving the other direction. And the Spider's Tale - always trying to give both sides of the story! Always remember that the best is yet to come and that Dloves you. This is the same idiotic thought process that makes people buy lottery tickets I think. And the rest of the stuff that I'd like to write in here, well, I'm just gonna keep it to myself for right now... And I do like the phrase, I was just poking you to see what you'd do... Safety is not about keeping the kid safe, its about eliminating things the might kill the kid so you don't have to worry about it for a while. I have stayed up later on more nights than I think I did in the summertime.

As we drove away, I told John to circle around so we could get one last photo. After golfing we drove around to Williams Bay, Elkhorn and did some shopping in Lake Geneva. After we ate some lunch we went out on the boat for a couple of hours and I got a little sunburned, but that was ok. Turned right at Noksapyeong, went up through Itaewon and thence to Anam, ticking off the familiar #6 subway stations as I passed them. It's always on at night on the big-fucking-screen TV in the Oasis. I seriously need to just wake up from this fucking nightmare. If any body has the answer please let me know. I'd like to go just drive and listen to music, but I hate driving and without a destination, what's the point? But the trinacria is actually an Egyptian occult symbol representing a convergence upward toward the ultimate source of Illumination. I just dont want to make the wrong mistake, LOl it goes without saying no matter what I do it will probably be a mistake. But I am saying that I will listen to you without judging. You are saying that I cannot purchase a cashier's check using my checking account?

He has made a great one too. So that made my hair on my arms and head stick all day -despite all my attempts to get clean. That is all I have to say on that. So that made my day a bit better. Well, that's all I feel like writing and I'm tired, so laters... Writing at School... So... those of you who are bright enough to realize that there is a new layout up... kudos! My head holds a new hair cut... perty?

We should hang out sometime and catch up. Search the body and theirs no hole.... I die every night, i wake up reanimated, and sometime during the day my mind's refreshed into what i used to know and maybe i'll look back, and a smile will be forced from my face of what could be a horrible life but is kept together with a strong will... I feel, so, so whats the word... ah yes annoyed with people who think that i am something that i'm not when i barely even know them. Imagine me young, in high school, listening to crap like Counting Crows and Tracy Chapman, and repeating the Air Supplys Greatest Hits CD that I stole from my mother on my Discman over and over and over again. Somewhere around his ma working at The Sears and his pa being a prisoner or prison guard I realized that this isnt Los Angeles this is New York. And it's that which breaks my heart. As one expired, another was born, clouding the air around the bar with thick and gray.

He expected no special treatment. I bought new kinds of dog food, special hamburger, yogurt. But my dilemma unfolds thusly: whatever shall I do when things are no longer lovely? I don't believe I've been put into relationship mode yet, in the grand scheme of things, so I should very much like to remain friends.

I asked them who is who in the band because I knew the names, but not the faces. What is the first thing you think when you wake up? Apart from the rain that just ruined my night! What is your favorite thing to do when it's hot out? What is the most unusual thing you have used to masturbate with? What is your favorite time of day to have sex? What is your favorite thing to use when you masturbate? What do you prefer when giving a blow job and your guy comes: to swallow, to let him cum on your body, to let him cum on your face, or to let him cum elsewhere and where is that place? Do you save money on a regular basis? I used to have more... but I spent it on CDs. At the time, when he was doing it, being a jerk and not being in high school, I used to tell him that I wanted his 300 pound ass off of me.

That said, if I have to be a girl that fails, I also have to be a girl who damn near kills herself trying not to. Isn't that just like an elder Eldridge to do? Now I have to leave the office and get some damn sleep before I take a header onto my desk. One day when like I was walking home with my headphones on, sometimes last week, or the week before i think. I literally felt like I was walking through quicksand, as it was so difficult to trudge back and forth across campus 700 times today. My body thrust forward as I was pushed and whacked across the head! Today at school was really neat. Well, I wrote a poem today to my love, Calvin. Well, I better go. Sorry about my last post, it was quite negative huh?. Anyway my third class was kinda crazy cause the subject is kinda crazy, and I don't think I really wanna learn about this stuff! I'm starting to think I'm heading for a career of mediocreness, and that really scares me. What scares you that most people dont know? What if you are with someone that you believe is the one to marry. What was the significance of that?

Generally Indians don't strike me as petty thieves, other than watching your stuff at train stations an stuff. Your a girl right?! Victoria and I had been talking about this whole thing the other day, and wondering, is it good to do this nice thing for Mexican orphans? It seemed fellow officers knew how the pension fight was going to play out and they stayed away from Mashburn during the trial. How long have I had this latest one? Click here to read how everything on this page is protected by copyright laws. This continued for the duration of tenth grade and into my junior year where sports injuries, bad behavior, and lack of schoolwork concentration left me alone to the world. High school classes, responsibilities, sports, singing, and the transition was difficult enough in itself, so with this extra burden I began struggles with depression. I finally heard through the grapevine that he had started graduate school somewhere, so I decided to look him up and e-mail him.