The level of conversation is slim or about the children, and don't get me wrong I love it. I don't know what I'll be feeling tomorrow night at this time, all alone with no cable and no gas and no internet access, but thats okay. I don't know she's going to like me when she comes back.. Oh and don't worry, I took plenty of pictures which I will try to get posted tonight or tomorrow. Melanie left that conversation frustrated about her assignment but was polite enough to tell me that I was helpful. The only part of that request I heard was the part about the ice coffee. These may not be my rituals or beliefs, but I respect them and I'm always touched to be included, to be part of the big moments in their lives. Was wondering if you may be part of them. A few other cops dropped in occasionally, but there just wasn't the presence of law enforcement spectators that I had seen in other cases involving violence against cops. I loved the Senfield episode where Jerry tells George that Biff Loman is the biggest loser in literary history because his goal is to be the man his father is.

GC Forever! Anyways, too bad you chose Never Bathe, OPSS so unstressful one. Oooh, seems like some people never change, huh? It's strange how I move the furniture whenever I am undergoing a change in my life or personality, or when I sense a change coming...

But then again i offered to talk.. I think some days it would be nice to be 4 again. Ladies, if I called you boo boo kitty fuck would you find it cute or reason to slap a restraining order on me? Then you are right back where you started, in a relationship with a magazine that is not quite right for you, that in fact makes you kind of irritated every month, and aren't you just the little codependent victim! If you're interested, give me a holler.. oh, and is that Shuggie Otis album any good?

But then on Sunday I had friggin roast beef damn it!! But yeah I drove Jesse home and then came home, talked to mom a little bit and went to bed. Ya know, those kinda people- it's their job to be in your business, and I think that a lot of them have a hard time seperating work and home. What music is in your car CD player/room CD player right now? Name some of your favorite bands/music/songs. What is your favorite song? Kinda like me right now... I can just see myself right now...90 years old and still kicking. I might just wander down to the beach and take some photos. ThenI didn't even get to talk to Nick after lunch today cuz the bell rang to early and Travis was there anyway. I fucking hate Travis right at this moment. So seriously I dont think any of you would miss him that much... right? That's right, Friday May 28th at Jose Hogs at 8:30. I was about halfway home when I realized that I didn't have a key. Is my mom so out of tune of my sense of humor that she just hugged me because I said I was awesome?

I got it on tape. Arielle got mad at me and ditched me to hang out with Shelley, so I went to some party we were supposed to together. The next day I was supposed to drive up to Wyoming with a couple of my friends who were also her friends so that we could purchase Clove Cigarettes, a product not sold in the great state of Utah. I don't know how to interact with people that way. By the way, I just realised I still owe you for that bottle of vodka.

The banquet sounds fun, and the panels are usually always worth it, but I'm just feeling so strapped for cash. I'm a mom, my needs are second to the rest of the world, and I can't send the kid to bed hungry just because his father has the common sense of goose that just ate fermented feed. What the fuck did I do that was so wrong? I guess part of the reason that I am so confident in my decision to give April up for adoption is because I know that I've given another mom the chance to look at April everyday as a blessing. And then getting her to arrange a time with Lynn, so that I can tell her just with me and Tal there. Why don't you just permanently insert your tongue into your man's anus, because that's where it ends up most of the time anyway.

This is weird on two levels. This is my bad sinus headache cure, so I know it's effective. I constantly check to see if my baby is still breathing. The home internet is still not hooked up and I'm training my replacement here at work so my internet time is severely limited-the horror! My cable actually comes in good for the first time ever. So I went to her office, we closed the door and she read it to me. Den cOs she wENt to takE bus den I take mrt SO WEnt Diff DIrECtIOns. It was really windy outside and a storm was coming when we went to the gym and something flew into my eye. Thank you for showing me that there is still something amazing and original out there. Thank you for taking the time to write us. However, if you wish to display and publish your email address on the ICQ directories you may post it in the About section in your ICQ details by clicking on the Main menu button -} View/Change My Details. Visit, Cinderella?? In order to improve the privacy and security of ICQ users the email display feature is currently unavailable. Choose About from the list on the left, enter your email address and click Apply.

It's hard to explain. It sounds like gerbils on helium with a guitar. It had a nice storyline and Jay and Silent Bob. Miss These? Well, bla, these are the things you do when you're bored. I might have rushed things, but i chose the right path. I have to get back into the habit of writing in here! That should get me back into the habit. I took over Karen's Music Lady duties and manned the stereo, but that's about it. I guess that makes me a bad Radiohead fan. I really am going to miss this and them over the summer. I figured you would cause you said you really wanted to learn to play the guitar, so there. Another part of me says she doesn't need to hear it because what good would it do? This entry really sums up what I was thinking most of the way through your diary; that because you are so happy in being with Jerry, you keep saying the same things over and over again in almost every entry. I would have liked to toss back a couple of beers with him, I tell you what.

You yourself are self-destructing, but you cover the rubble with pomposity so no one will ever know that there's really nothing to you. The P just sat there, mezmorized by this morrid thing that pissed on it's face. You know that edgy, life as a teen show called My So-Called Life? At first I thought it was a shipping problem, but when I finally called Fine Print in... I rose from shipping and receiving to graphic designer and office manager. Thought everything will be alright when i reach home but then, i made a fatal mistake by waking up my mother after i slammed the wooden door real hard. Softly, sweetly, a scent so faint that I thought I was hallucinating rose from the seam.

On a Saturday. And what did I get for passing on the message? I feel like for weeks I have been aware of my need for focus, and lacking the insight to see what it is that I should be focusing on. Is this really what Im supposed to do?