When we first brought her home, she would barely move. For $50,000: Would you let someone drop you off in the middle of nowhere with no map, compass or any possesions? Again, where would you rather be living right now? For at least 2 years I've been waiting for the word to move out with her. She is now getting pretty old, to the point where we are all afraid to leave her by herself. Is it really Random Play or is her subconscious mind picking out the tunes?.... I'm the type of person who needs to be told straight out whether there's something there or not.

I'm not sure why but I think I'm afraid. In fact, I think I could honestly say that she was the complete opposite. But on the other hand, I am a strong believer in fate, and I think that things happen for a reason. You're so in tune with your nature and your feelings that you can write them and be able to make people think. I used to overwhelm people by trying to get them to try things MY WAY and feeling rejected if they didn't. My marriage taught me many things though; ironically it showed me that I was able to be independent and I was a lot stronger than I ever gave myself credit for being. They're pretty intertwined, but I don't trust someone to stay with me, to not end a relationship, or to not want things that could damage the relationship.

I didn't know what to do. I don't know what I can do about it now, though. I'm allergic to soap, but if you mean the shows, then prolly Mary's Place.... lol, half of you don't even know what that is. Yet, the money and job stability just doesnt seem to be happening with this person, and you are not too sure it will ever be great? I don't care about money, it's about love. I don't think ever were married. What about Love at first sight? What is Love?

So here I am, sitting atop my ladder, and I stand up to full military attention, click my heels, and then throw the most overexaggerated salute you could even imagine. She got close enough to put her hand in my line of sight and she used it to refocus my attention on her. We'll have to hold our collective breath to see whether or not Library discovers my little virtual garden of diary goodness, and what she says about it, if anything. My hair is now long enough to put into a ponytail without any random strands falling out. It must have been the answer I put about how long ago I made someone cry. But then I was getting bored with the songs I listen to every day, and started pulling out songs I never listen to but haven't yet deleted, and this one popped up. I can sribble things down on paper, but I've never really amounted to anything that a person would want to hang on their wall. With anything. If anyone asked me what I was up to or anything, I'd have had something to talk about. You can post your own personally written poetry/prose/anything here, and we also have section for artwork and photography, and muc more. I did go and check out the house, because, well, I hoped she might want to ask me to move in with her. It's hard because there are 24 of them, and I am used to 10 kids at the most. At least, we have central heat in most places, although Maritimers prefer their wood stoves to central heat because its cheaper. We get up early and somehow manage to cobble together a big steaming sausage-and-eggs breakfast cooked on Coleman stoves. When in times of great struggle we should band together and become one.

Much fun!! That philosophy can make your life much more fulfilling. I also have to look more closely and see if I can find John Edwards in the concrete next to Kerry. And I guess I'll just do what I always do.. sit here and wait for you to need me again.. to let me back in. I'll have to see what your new art is based on, and I hope you'll post your finished piece to your diary, when it's ready! Do I have to? I have to work today from 8-5. My mom was kind of happy because now she didn't have to take care of two small children while holding down a job and putting up with her nasty husband at the same time, but at the same time she was really sad for the two girls. If I have to do this all on my own then I WILL do it. It will take some getting used to, however. Jesus, do you fuckers have to be together everyday? O'REILLY: We have to take action that's...

It is a completely benign creature who lives in dew. This is a legal matter. Eve 6; well, this was interesting. It was interesting that their license plates matched up. That was nice. Like the new Green Day CD American Idiot, and a new and beautiful wig so that I can cover this Mohawk with regular looking hair when I dont feel like spiking it. Is it his fault that I am this far? It is their fault that Im like this. Glad that it's no longer up and that all of this is clearly not in reference to me. Really fucking debating, intellectual day now that I'm thinking about it.

You have given us a sound mind, and the times I have felt like losing control, I have just held on tight to You, but I may not even know the depths of what others go through. I don't understand the mindset of people who think Sunday afternoon is a good time to get high, but that's just me. Austin is the soulmate that I love too much to really be with, because it's just too intense. It was just a restaurant robbery next door. I can let my imagination go and believe I know someone well enough to trust them with my life, if I so choose, but that is my choice and ultimately, my imagination... Be honestablished if they did not engage your imagination, then tell me? The number 72 tram, bound for Prahran, was making its way towards the stop, so they made their farewells. The first time, I knew the answer to their little trivia question and called atleast 30 times.

I don't like this trend. Many like to refer to themselves as someone who loves life and everything within it. I just feel like you don't appreciate yourself, so why should I? So when I'm in a danceclub, I'm always in the shadows, the perimeter, staring like a sad voyeur w/out even getting any pleasure out of it. Our ancient hero was left to the comforts of solitude and inebriation, introduced and forgotten, like so many other nights. It would be great to see more entries like that one and also like this entry. Would it be simple and quiet? I hope people realize how amazing this country used to be and how amazing it can be, and they get their apathetic asses to the polls this November. And in the morning you can start again, And in the evening you'll be with your friends, So go to sleep and dream, Of bludgeoning him to death, So you think I should come off the pills? Now, what about this, and this may be going out on a limb here but fuck it, perhaps that, some how, I feel that Ive established my future interest in her given a pretty specific set of circumstances were to take place, and I also feel that if she were to date my friends, that that would indicate that those circumstances would have occurred. What about Love at first sight? What if you are with someone that you believe is the one to marry. And while all this was going on we heard a noise like someone was just constantly pressing on the carhorn of a car. Have you ever had sex while someone else was watching you?

She is an awesome person, and a lot like me in many ways. Their divorce has let me know that there is a bitter reality to love, and that if something like that were to happen to me down the road, I'd just try and move on. Theres something about an Air Supply song. Sorry about the mix-up darling. I was told i bird walk, it means like, talking about something, going off on a tangent and talking about something completely different, then going back to what i was talking about before like i havent been ranting about something else for the last 5 minutes. I have tried talking to him, but alas, I have been ignored by the git.

He has got to be one of the most gorgeous males Ive ever been with. He had always loved her gorgeous, long, curly red hair, that's nothing new so that can't be it. I realized I really had nothing to talk about. I instituted them at the same time and they are about the only two rules I feel I can never go wrong with. Sometimes it has nothing to do with me. Hey, I kinda stumbled across your page just browsing with nothin' really to do. I have been wanting to do this since I was really little. This is just an inane little quiz scoping the complex recesses of your mind. Sorry Other Shannon, you have a cool name, but you also have porno pics in your diary and that's just not my bag. What music is in your car CD player/room CD player right now? I've got to fet so more motivated, but right now just well can't be bothered. And there is a slight worry in my mind that he will have a little fling with Shane if the oppertunity arrises. Also there is a man in this class his name is Shawn. Shinny - This is something like hockey, except the main goal is to fuck up the other guy as much as possible, and its only played with two people. Being able to live with this friend and start things over, giving Sarah, who has realized her mistakes, another chance, shows I have become the person I have strived towards from early elementary.