I gues s this mood stems from my trip back to Davis this weekend. This first diary back is a paper I wrote for class. My first real boyfriend had just broken up with me. In particular, you don't need to sit there all puppy-eyed with your portfolio on my desk, circumventing my very direct interview questions as you try to maneuver the conversation back to your writing samples. As you're all stretched out, with your arms over your head, you thankfully don't have too many issues with the fact that she has a great body and you generally feel like a mattress tied in the middle. I wouldn't say things are peachy what with the giant hose in your bum, but you know, there are worst ways to spend an hour. Tell me that she wanted to try the relationship, and act like nothing had happened until she got here? Honestly, people, what the hell has happened with marriage in this country?

They were able to have a little peek into my thought processes. I thought of her as Class Mom, when we went to the pumpkin farm for a Halloween field trip. I am still trying to get my brain and spirit around all the stuff I encountered there. I'm also a big fan of sense and nonsense a la Douglas Hofstadter, so you never know if I am trying to be unintelligile... Seriously, who the hell told her to go down there and just start signing people up? Someone, I won't name names Brettely, decided someone made her Queen of the Buses and just went down to the office and started signing people up for a bus. And someone came by my grandma's house the next morning and told us that someone was driving down the road that night and fell asleep, lost control and ran into the pole and knocked all the power out on the whole street, and that noise we heard was that person hunched on over the horn of the car knocked unconscious. And while all this was going on we heard a noise like someone was just constantly pressing on the carhorn of a car. All I heard the whole time was whining and crying and coughing and spitting up and ewww you know the whole story. After several of these calls, they finally bit the bullet and told us that someone was out the back plucking Busby for dinner that night. The only thing that I have missed all weekend is sleep cause every night I was up playing video games till the wee hours of the morning. On Saturday night.. well morning.. me and my bro were playing video games as usual with my cousin and finally got tired at like 1am or something and went to sleep. Well it is time to get some shut eye and catch up on sleep cause I didn't get any over this past weekend... So the doctor appointment was this morning...... and he thinks I have a pinced nerve that will eventually heal on it's own.

The world will appreciate such a rarity and your career will most definitely benefit from your good manners and savoir-faire. Definitely not the welcome I received on my last visit. Then, on my last night in the city, Bart and I went to two movies. The best hair stylists and cloth designers were in the city of Absanie. Kourtnee and I were on the freeway heading to the city of Absanie to meet with Jamie Frasier. Absanie had been founded by two African-American brothers, Allen and James Wright. At the time, sales were down and Chander was spending money like a drunken sailor on new equipment and other things. Eurovision 2003 - Yup, still enjoying the craziness and the cheesiness of Eurovision more than ever! Wafer-thin, American style chicken breast. I said I would be worried about the weight gain, and he said he'd work it off. What would be differant? If you would like to pay for 6 months of Gold membership for r-y-l, click the button below. To learn more about the gold and supergold memberships, you can click here. So, tomorrow I am headed home for the day. It was great being able to hang out and talk with the Best Girl for such a long period of time, just the two of us.

But that doesn't erase the fears. To stave off boredom, we used the one payphone in the school and would call the one freephone number that we knew of that wouldn't get us through to the emergency services or carpet information lines or things of that ilk - which was the BT operator. So we were sleep for like a half hour and then all of a sudden me and my bro heard this big pop and the house went to humming like it was a motor shutting down, and then all the power went out. Or maybe this is what she meant by the same old story getting stale, being done, or over and done with, and that the roles were all worn out, the script faded. But no, why should I have the convenience of being a cold hearted slime ball? There was reportedly over 75,000 people there, and the whole weekened it was like 95 degrees. As they laid there and the movie came to an end, they began to talk about random things. Because I don't think all of Radiohead will be there. We have to be kinky motherfuckers, because for ten months a year, its cold here, so theres not a lot to do besides have sex and play hockey. They all contribute to some very colourful language within Canada which you may never have heard. At least, we have central heat in most places, although Maritimers prefer their wood stoves to central heat because its cheaper. We are also kinky motherfuckers. Canada has the whole hi we have a nation within our nation, the lotus eaters, and of course, the Maritimers. When the waitress came back to the table with the food, Jamie told her to take it back and make it to go.

I mean, fuck! I just don't want to force it, you know? Matt: I want you to be happy too. As for the whole Jeremy situation, I don't know what to tell you. What Sign of Affection Are You? Once again I don't know what to expect, but I'm happy and excited in that same kind of way, because of that blessed unfamiliarity. However, what kills me isn't just that I know that I did poorly, but, also, as I was sitting at my seat, it made so much sense; it felt so right. Don't let me find out that the reason for your sadness is because of... him!

Thanks for letting me know, Cookie. Where in Kansas were YOU groomed for life? Oh, I see, despite the fact that YOU ARE MY BANK and I AM PURCHASING THIS CHECK FROM YOU FOR THE ADDITIONAL FEE of $6, you cannot deduct my check amount, plus the fee, from my checking account. I resent the fact that you give prefrence to an employee who lies, manipulates, and is ineffectual at her job just because she has her nose so far up your ass you can't tell where she ends and you begin. But that doesn't stop the fact that I miss the feeling of intimacy in your diary, of knowing you in a raw and unedited way, as you are, with your mistakes as well as your perfection. Thats the feeling I got when I walked into Williams tonight.. So, if you are a new visitor, welcome to our very small corner of the internet. AND what about the class reunioun??? Your in a relationship of 5 years and your mate cheats on you. What happens if you absolutly love someone to death, you are so in love with them, yet they are horrible in bed? I don't care about money, it's about love. What is Love? What happens if you are in a relationship with someone who is the absolute best in bed, however, you have come to realize that you dont like them anymore?

He didnt look suspicious to me, and he even asked me the time once. I tried to reach Tim again at the Tribune, and of course, he didnt call me back. So then he said he would call me back but he never did. But I won't bother replying to her-I'm not black-and I know from the tone of my entry here, I would not be welcome to counter her message!! I know!

Yea Michigan! Today is the first day of LaVern's garage sale. Leave the house? It seems as if she is being punished, as I crawl away into the furthers depths of my mind. And jealously perhaps, of all the others out there, moving through their lives as if nothing were more normal. I don't smoke pot more than twice a year, and usually only one toke, but I push all the air out of my lungs and take a toke til I cant breathe in anymore, and then hold it til I cant anymore, and usually all the smoke is absorbed and none breathes out. Every girl I knew had at least one by her bedside, and it was usually Leo the Lop. Her and my father divorced when I was around the age of 8. I was preparing to meet the person I had talked to on the phone wondering if I was to be ordered around for about twenty minutes in order to get my visa. When intellectual property is misappropriated, the consequences are far more devastating than one might imagine.

I think it's a good idea, though. I hafta finish it by tonite!! I can't take credit for this one, but it's good: As a man, would you rather have your eyes pecked out by birds or have your nuts eaten off by squirrels? Law and Ethics don't matter here, for this one moment you can execute anyone you like... Well, then, can I withdraw cash from you, the teller, and then can you slide it under the little partition to me, and THEN can I purchase my cashier's check? Find something you would truly love to do for the rest of your life and chase it. I was somewhat of a strange child and many kids shied away from me because of my differences to them. If anyone is thinking of cheap presents for Miss Bix, well, a box of rubber bands would be a box of rubber bands. The Frequently Asked Questions are a big help if you want to clarify something.

I live in Wisconsin. And anyway, I did some studying in the espresso royale earlier, and lord knows it helps to study while Andrew WK is blaring. Feel chilled cause don't need no more studying. Yesterday Jiahui came to SGH for her check up, so i accompany her for awhile, using my lunch time and some lazy ard time. But this was yesterday. I went in, talked to Bryan for a while and then class started. The pain started on my upper arm, and went up to my neck. I only have to clean the bathroom, do some laundoctor and work with my doggie. The floor of the bathroom needs to be mopped. I also took the PSAT. At the tender age of 16mos, my mother didn't feel that having a husband and a son was too cool, so she split. Alot of things happened b4 that n I thanked God that He gives us the grace to forgive and nmove on. Demetri is a guy that I made out with kind of randomly, but not so randomly because it happened two nights in a row. I grunted, growled and prepared to tell the offending party that I was BUSY when I glanced up and saw the SN glaring at me from the new window...