Carole: Oh, that's probably because I gave him the wrong email address for you, I think. You take the head of your cock, and rub it over my clit..... and I start to thrust a little for you..... Do you have your own website? What's the craziest thing that you've done that nobody would ever guess by looking at you. How does anyone play this thing regularily, what kind of masochist do you have to be? Name three things about yourself, physically more mentally, that you would change. What do you think about the layout of this diary? Everything has a twist, you just make them clever so the audience has to use a tad more brain cells to think about it. Add that to the fact that there is a hole in my coat pocket and some change slipped down there, and I am just a clicking rattling jingling girl zooming around the city. I was going to write you a poem, but it is nine in the morning and my brain is still at home in bed. I promised myself yesterday that this morning I was going to sit next to Viola in Shakespeare class no matter what. I said that we were going to try him for the murder of a guy he had killed because he wanted the guy's wife. Jamie turned so that the back of her head was facing me.

I laughed, and didn't say anything until awhile later. I was drunk, I was gaming, and then I danced. Then I opened my mail from the weekend, which proved to be a lucrative task. But she might be lezbian before then so.. who knows! I mean, last week was shit and the week before, I think, was worse. Just the other day she assigned the class and there groups to present an orientation about our Biome, so now after about an hour on a messed up 4 way phone talk me, Jasna, Brynne, and Zipporah all have to spend two hours of our weekend tomarrow working on a poster about the Deciuous Forestablished goody, and if we don't get it done we have to sing a song about it in front of the WHOLE class, i think not.

Later that day, I had neighbors coming over to ask what all of the thumping and cursing was about. Knowing that I did have a positive impact on some of you helps me feel better about this journal. I hear lots and lots of bird sounds when the chicks hatch.... then they're off.... and I don't think about them again until the next year. Little alcoves have been built where you can sit and listen to the sounds..... and the sound can be quite amazing, depending on the waves.

Like Mike's Hard whatever or Glacier thisthat or Raspberry frickifrack. Your hair looks like tumbleweed. It's 20 degrees but it FEELS LIKE negative 25? Under 20 degrees and it ALL feels the same anyway. He's basically just coming for Saturday and Sunday, but we're going to see the Mountain Goats and John Vanderslice on Sunday night and it will be everlasting love and we shall all be healed. Sunday Kim was in the booth that we were in on Saturday and I was in Kara & Tasha's booth. There was this really hot, tall guy that kept coming back to our ticket booth.. In Lahaina there are, John claims, no more frustrated Fuhrers laying down the law; part of the deal is that he is the studio manager, has the final word, and can use the facilities for whatever he wants when the studio is dark. At the time I moved to Long Island, he didnt even have his own room in the house - he slept on a futon in the vocal booth. She looked at me the way that you would look at your shoe when you step in dog doo. Again, where would you rather be living right now? I'm telling her that I really can't talk right now, and she's chatting away. The only difference is that i gave in and i had to do things that i didn't want to do, like listen to them talk when i didn't exactly have the time of day. It has become clear to me that I can't trust myself not to mention the things that I shouldn't mention in this space, so it's easier to simply stop writing here.

Honestablished They can also keep you cool AND make you look nice. What do you believe in? So puffy, in fact, that I would make a very good zombie, with a little extra makeup. Sorry Other Shannon, you have a cool name, but you also have porno pics in your diary and that's just not my bag. Why do you read the Chrome diary? In case you have read it, all the entries are easily labeled in my archives page under link of same name. I never like to postpone entries, I feel so crappy, but this past few days I haven't even written at all! That's how I like it, too, but I often run out of the stamina to keep it that way. So seeing how I am scared of pitch black darkness I got up and was trying to see what made the power go out, and my parents got up and joined me with flashlights and candles. You guys went out without me?!?!?!? I wouldnt want to let you leave without finishing the job. If you would like to pay for 1 full year of Gold membership for almost-goth, click the button below. If you would like to pay for 1 full year of SuperGold membership for almost-goth, click the button below.

Untill she can count no more. More Friday Poker. Who, by the way, I got to see over break as she stopped by my house on Christmas day. If I phrase it this way, it doesnt sound like Im actually excited about the idea of going to the Happiest Place on Earth. What happens if you are in a relationship with someone who is the absolute best in bed, however, you have come to realize that you dont like them anymore? The best you can do is try to make an amends by writing you step daughter a little note and tell her that you were not high that night and that you are sorry that she thought you were. Letting go when there is nothing more that you can do is always the best policy. How about you? And there's always some new, unexpected disaster that needs attending to. I'm guessing I did worse that that, though. However, what kills me isn't just that I know that I did poorly, but, also, as I was sitting at my seat, it made so much sense; it felt so right.

I am helping no one. He knows me in ways no one else does. As president, which one do you sell and why? Which is NOT a reason to be president, but this world is filled with idiots... This song is so emotional for me. God can change hearts and lives for the better and the Bible illustrates that on my so many occasions.

December 21, 2003 - I'm coming back. I was 7, so it would have been about 1987, and I remember watching a report on TV and not really understanding why the newscasters looked worried, why my mom bit her lip and shook her head as she turned back to making dinner. If anyone has an uncle that works at the Icehouse, we think that would be rocking awesome. What would be differant? If you would like to pay for 3 months of Gold membership for r-y-l, click the button below. I like to preempt my friends in conversation when I say what movies I haven't seen by imediately saying what they always say. I never really stopped to wonder why I thought that was what I would do, but thats just always been how I thought life worked.

My Very Busy Friend tempted me to leave and go join him in Richmond. At the void deck, the taxi driver told my friend that i am fit enough to go back to my house and so i go up alone. I've been thinking about things I want to post, and I might get back into the habit. I trust people to make their grievances known, to speak up if they need something, to not hide what they're thinking and feeling, even if it hurts. Theres something about an Air Supply song. Its kind of the way I felt when I read that evil bastard book they forced me to read in 7^th grade A Day No Pigs Would Die; just this brown, despairing sort of feeling that sinks into your toes.

Three qualities: talk non-stop. Movie you bought: Porn. So he is more then familiar with the fact we have only one movie theater with four theaters in town. No one should dare to even think about being the Commander in Chief of this country if he doesn't believe with all his heart that our soldiers are liberators abroad and defenders of freedom at home. What happens if you absolutly love someone to death, you are so in love with them, yet they are horrible in bed? What if you are with someone that you believe is the one to marry. And while all this was going on we heard a noise like someone was just constantly pressing on the carhorn of a car. And someone came by my grandma's house the next morning and told us that someone was driving down the road that night and fell asleep, lost control and ran into the pole and knocked all the power out on the whole street, and that noise we heard was that person hunched on over the horn of the car knocked unconscious. I mean overall it was a good vacation, I got to hang out with my cousins CorCor and Kny and JB and Nato, but the other baby cousin that I have is driving me up a wall. Another weird thing Ive noticed recently is sometimes he pushes his foot right out and then turns it, maybe at the ankle? And to tie it all up, obviously I got over my lust for her and have realized that we are much better as friends than we would be as lovers. Are you and Orlando Bloom Meant to be?