Each morning when she made her own breakfast, shed butter a piece of toast for the dog. I bought two bags of ice yesterday but im busy freezing more because when the power goes it melts fast and we wont be able to leave the minute the power goes, we will be stuck here for a while. man I just cant believe were going through this again. I just dont want to make the wrong mistake, LOl it goes without saying no matter what I do it will probably be a mistake. I know that if I let myself slip, I'll take people I care about with me, and that's not what I want to do. If you really want to know how ridiculous I look, just e-mail me and I'll send you a picture. He turned back to me, completely sober, completely serious and replied - 'No, I don't dislike you, I'm just scared of you.' I stared at him in disbelief for a moment or two or three - scared of me? Safety is not about keeping the kid safe, its about eliminating things the might kill the kid so you don't have to worry about it for a while. What about Kevin? What about Love at first sight? I don't care about money, it's about love.

The color settings on my office computer make it show up pretty dark, so I might tweak the colors a little. And too much butter makes it hard for the jam to stay on, so if I'm in the mooooood for jam, the butter has to stay in the fridge like the the whiney little bitch it is. And I do like the phrase, I was just poking you to see what you'd do... Also this is my diary and if you don't like what you read, then I suggest you move on to another diary. You talked about your teen years and how you want to become more responsible as a 20-year-old. Take the What Kind of Computer Are You? Tell me what you like about the Chrome Diary. Plus, what the hell kind of person just picks a random house to borrow the phone?! This diary used to be about being a newlywed, now it is about finding myself, finding the person I want to be in order to keep what I have and let go of the past. What happens if you are in a relationship with someone who is the absolute best in bed, however, you have come to realize that you dont like them anymore? All I heard the whole time was whining and crying and coughing and spitting up and ewww you know the whole story. Recently on the I Love Music forum, there had been some Grand Buffet discussion, and it turned out that the other 2 adamant GB supporters on the board were also from Baltimore and were people Id probably seen at a hundred shows before. Two Thursdays ago, before I left on my trip, I went to a show at the Ottobar that Id been looking forward to for quite some time.

It belongs to my folks. My students told me that they need to learn to use the internet so that they can help their kids with their homework. That they needed to learn to search for plane tickets so they could visit their families over Christmas. I could probably make an educated guess about their ages. The first time, I knew the answer to their little trivia question and called atleast 30 times. Bitch and I were going through a short-lived period of getting along fine when she asked an innocent enough question: Why don't we carry People magazine? I am sitting in my front room singing to Muse and wearing my tie on the outside of my school jumper. But, those words will come back and bite me when I get the scores in December...

Christina, Nelly, Eminem, Missy E, Lil John, Luda.. I prefer to do without the anal bangs. Because you are fine without me. To learn more about the gold and supergold memberships, you can click here. I was thinking about bending you over the counter. I was just thinking that, because if a girl had died while I was president... But I pushed it away because it was so negative, and horrible. Maybe being sad and thinking no one would ever email me made emails come or something. Thank you for showing me that there is still something amazing and original out there. So he called her, they went out again, slept together, and then no call for Juiceman. I thank god everyday for the people I choose to call friends.

Morgan - I'm planning on getting you some Lemon Lime Gatorade for your birthday, okey dokey? If you don't want to be sociable and would rather stay at home while your man goes out with his friends getting high and going to strip clubs, be my guestablished Just don't fucking lie and say you need to check with your man first. I have a soft spot for the down on their luck and if I could help every one of them I would. I could have thousands of songs at my fingertips and in my pockets. Her eyes dropped to the front of my pants in exactly the way thousands of other womens eyes in the past had not, and she sort of stopped bitching for a minute.

I'm moving far away and It'll be hard to hold that relationship at my age, I think. Just when I think that I can start using my money on frivolous things, like food and water, fate intervenes to suck that well dry. I think I'm gonna hang that on my wall. But on the other hand, I am a strong believer in fate, and I think that things happen for a reason. Maybe think about adding a cast page? Name three things that you would change about humanity. But, even after all that, isn't it fascinating that these birds devised a way to have a toilet in the nest....... These two things in isolation from one another would not have been that big a deal. I should have been excited and goofy as usual, but I had such a pounding headache, that's all I could think about. No compaints, but glad to have the keys out of their personal space. Which, I've never really done because I've kept going back to visit people that I know there. I don't want him to be upset that me and Adam hang out- because I don't think that Adam will ever vocalize interest and it will go away after a couple weeks. Name ten movies that when you see them at a rental place or think about them you want or have to rent them? So I called him back and told him that.

Hopefully, we can postpone our ill-fated output another day, and I can escape tonight for dinner. Anyway, my sister Mary and I were talking about this particular Bing song Have a Nice Day where he sings, When it all comes down I hope it doesnt land on you and I just had to hear it. Not that i couldn't have that in Mount Pleasant, but wouldn't I love to live in Chicago? And then getting her to arrange a time with Lynn, so that I can tell her just with me and Tal there. But there was something about the couch that I wasn't supposed to tell her. However, I believe the most difficult thing in life is to hate something and love hating it. Thus bringing me to the third most difficult experience of my life.

Poor Bella, she was really crying and she nearly made Slim cry. We were so much alike and we could even read each other's minds, although I think it's really because we knew each other so well. She overdosed on a bunch of stuff and jumped in front of a car. I had a chance to meet her several times but never did and now I'm really glad I didn't. I like to consider myself humorous but everyone has their own opinion. We try to keep our hands off each other, but even when we're tired and our minds are saying, no.... let me sleep, our bodies are saying, come on, cum on! Got a good ten hours of sleep last night, and she was in my dream so it was all good. I'm praying he goes over this speed bump smoothly and if I lived there I'd nurse him back to good health. She had her back to him at this point, and he was loosely spooning her. I awoke to the phone ringing and even though it felt like I hadn't slept all that well after I got up and had some coffee I knew the 6 hours of sleep had really helped A LOT! Like, we would be ringing up someone, and all of a sudden a box would come up on the register, and we'd have to Press SPACE to make it go away! How would it be if we met at 9:00 on Monday at my office? Sure, I know I want the Unauthorized Biography of Lemony Snicket or for my phone to be connected, but I don't know what I want. So puffy, in fact, that I would make a very good zombie, with a little extra makeup. And then getting her to arrange a time with Lynn, so that I can tell her just with me and Tal there.

This is when I found out that, much to my horror, I am registered as a Republican. Do you have any idea how illegal this is? And it irritates me the way that boys are perfectly willing to expose themselves in front of each other but if a girl was equally willing to expose themselves after a few drinks or whatever, they'd be all be *yeah baby!* out loud and then bitch about her and call her a slut behind her back. Telling themselves stories. I'm sure there will be stories when I get back! As we all know, when I want things too much, there is a pretty decent chance that it won't EVER happen. These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real, there's just too much that time cannot erase. At college I really don't have any close friends, for those I did either left or changed so much that it has become hard to support. This is the longest we have been physically apart from each other. Feel free to hit that little X up there. I hope she knows that it's just so not the same without her. I wouldnt want to let you leave without finishing the job. If you would like to pay for 1 full year of Gold membership for almost-goth, click the button below.

Your macking skills sharpen, and you become more receptive to her buying signals. When in times of great struggle we should band together and become one. I mean I noticed one thing with teenage girls is YOU ALL ARE FUCKING JEALOUS OF EACH OTHER AND DONT HAVE THE CLIT TO SAY IT, YOU ARE JUST PLAGUES IN GROUPS. Spike and I have a flirty friendship and have gone out to dinner several times to just talk and enjoy each other's company. In spite of our limited history, it seemed that we could read each other, that we could view each other as men and not as an extension of the children we once were.