This whole casual thing is 100% new to me. Talk to me soon, okay? Hopefully things get brighter soon. He called 3 times, each time tellin me that he really couldnt get the cab and he's gotten be real late. One thing that Kim said yesterday has really stuck in my mind and Im going to do it. Alright, kelly talked aobut the mall yesterday so I don't need to do that I guess.... Christina and I did lines from 'Rejected' and I got a sammitch and talked to Cute Blonde while we were on the lunch line.

Have hepas of coursework due in this week. Why would they have notified someone else several days ago that they were in, but not me? To stave off boredom, we used the one payphone in the school and would call the one freephone number that we knew of that wouldn't get us through to the emergency services or carpet information lines or things of that ilk - which was the BT operator. The only thing that I have missed all weekend is sleep cause every night I was up playing video games till the wee hours of the morning. What scares you that most people dont know? So puffy, in fact, that I would make a very good zombie, with a little extra makeup. How would that introduction go, eh? You know, now that im constantly surrounded by people that i either know or know of, its weird. But I think this girl rocks so much for telling Alice to get off his lap.. hehe how awesome are you Jess??! By the way, I just realised I still owe you for that bottle of vodka. I felt mildly insulted when he implied that the pain in my leg is something I can just get over by changing the way I think that may well be after all, anything is possible, but 5 minutes of conversation in a bar is not nearly enough time to graduate from Padawan Learner to Jedi Master buster! Does this mean that you are done with diaryland? Letting go when there is nothing more that you can do is always the best policy. It always makes me feel better to hear from you, I don't feel so bad if you are feeling the same way that I do. God bless you, you are an awesome writer, you always speak from your heart and that's what makes your diary so meaningful.

A boat, a paddle, and a condom, because if I die out there, I want the dudes that find me to think I'm getting some. You do realize that I am getting FUCKED in the ASS by this, dont you? Why don't you just permanently insert your tongue into your man's anus, because that's where it ends up most of the time anyway. That one song came on and it blew my ears apart and made me flying out my chair =/ You have a math midterm too right?! The only thing that I have missed all weekend is sleep cause every night I was up playing video games till the wee hours of the morning. Well it is time to get some shut eye and catch up on sleep cause I didn't get any over this past weekend... What are your plans for this weekend? Oh, I see, despite the fact that YOU ARE MY BANK and I AM PURCHASING THIS CHECK FROM YOU FOR THE ADDITIONAL FEE of $6, you cannot deduct my check amount, plus the fee, from my checking account. Well, then, can I withdraw cash from you, the teller, and then can you slide it under the little partition to me, and THEN can I purchase my cashier's check? And then went back and fixed it to vegitibles.

There's so much junk stuffed in my trunk, I could hold my own flea market. In the end they'll be the only ones there. There are many flavours of Judaism, just as there are many flavours of Protestantism, and since this was our first time attending a reconstructionist synagogue I wasn't exactly sure what would be appropriate to wear. So of course I walked into the synagogue to see that reconstructionists are extremely informal. Oh, your Christians will give you nibbles of salmon diluted with mayonnaise and shoved into one of those dainty little crustless sandwiches, but slabs of actual fresh salmon? Also, to enhance my younger-people-hating experience, I had to sit next to one of those dramatic high school couples. We'll have to hold our collective breath to see whether or not Library discovers my little virtual garden of diary goodness, and what she says about it, if anything. I also realize that this entry had seemingly little to do with my love life, and that perhaps you were expecting juicy details about the Cutie Trannie and our multitudinous hook ups or something such as that. How is it that your family is going to be the happiest and most love? I wanted to email you to tell you that I liked your diary and that I'd help with the html. My family really liked J, so that's good. He had been retarded and demeaning the whole day, but that was the straw taht broke the fucking camels fucking back!

I recently had to admit to myself that I am not the kind of person who sits in his backyard for hours to successfully contemplate his life, but who by talking to friends, by bothering to frame the words and by hearing them spoken aloud is slowly starting to understand what´s going on. I Actually Made Fun Of People For Wanting To See It When The First One Came Out Shhhh.. The preceding announcement was made for those who compulsively keep up with my holiday schedule. And then, when forced to form an opinion of said mullet, you'd probably be on the fence about it. He kind of laughed when he asked me what I use a helmet for and I was a little sketchy about telling him. And in my dream, your birth month would affect the results of an STD testablished I think my mind is telling me that the sexual relationship with DC is a bad idea. You know, the usual, what the hell am I doing kind of thing.

Less funerals to go to when I am old I guess. When I called them the other day to find out when they were open, I got someone very, very stern. Well, when I called them, they told me they hadn't been paid in quite some time, and their calls were not being returned by corporate. At first I thought it was a shipping problem, but when I finally called Fine Print in... I told them if they found any money to put priority on Fine Print, as they had the coolest magazines, and they were a mom & pop type organization and would certainly miss the money. The first time, I knew the answer to their little trivia question and called atleast 30 times. Also, in the last seven hours, I've finally discovered the reason why I only listen to the radio while driving. After a short stint around town today, I settled in to listen to Y100 in an attempt to win tickets to the Radiohead Sonic Session. Seven hours later, they've only given tickets out twice. I can also apply for a scholarship after the second semester.

This is because frankly, I hate Orcs, and I have no bones with saying it. It's all I have left. The last time I sat and watched anything on the N was months ago, but I'll have a digital box in my bedroom by this weekend, and you can bet your ass I'm going to be watching it a hell of a lot more now. So you offer up yourself and anything they want. Key players in the attacks have been arrested and brought to trial, with one man being sentenced by an Indonesian court to face a firing squad for his role in these attacks. It shocked and scared me somewhat, but not to the degree that the September 11 attacks did.

They are the most selfish people on this planet. Should I be worried that more people on the Internet said hello for my birthday than in my real life? I did, however, ask here to give you any vacation time that you had available. I did not remove my eyes from his, however, quite aware how easily he could hurt me. Not that San Jose is so bad, but i like the feeling of leaving without having to go too far. But am I the only virgin left on this planet? And I cant exactly say anything I want in here because people read that I'm not really close too.. I cant fucking handle sitting there, pretending Im ok, pretending I want to be there and sit with all these people I dont give a flying asshole about.. Just because I cant fucking deal with my life and whats been handed to me.

I see you've added me to your buddies, but you're locked and I'd love to read you also. Your forehead breaks out in a sweat, and you kind of want to grab onto the sheets, and you suddenly start to believe very strongly in the power of prayer, because it's only an Almighty Power that can ensure that Jane has very steady hands and won't release hold of the tube which now has what is probably 15-year old formerly impacted fecal matter very obviously passing through it. Let it be noted that the girl is so professional, and your dignity is so very respected that you'll never be embarrassed. I'd really like to claim that it was the idea of a thorough detoxification that turned me onto the idea of a colonic massage, but let's be honest here. I found out that it is not called spiking it is called charging I had some guy on the street downtown ask me how I charged my hawk. Might I add, that we were in such a rush that we forgot to get change for the parking meter!?!! I mean overall it was a good vacation, I got to hang out with my cousins CorCor and Kny and JB and Nato, but the other baby cousin that I have is driving me up a wall. The bizarre part is that both of our friends are named Kim. But wouldnt that still cause jealousy and resentment if the above were true? I realized that it's not worth saying unless you really mean it or if you feel the other person feels the same way and even so, I hold back. I mean, what girl wants to go out with a guy that makes less than her or who has been less educated than her? Not to toot my own horn, but I dont think I have ever written anything more awesome than that supply and demand comment. The television was on, there were news reports everywhere but I didn't think anything of it.

My friend has also had difficulties dealing with the resident woman that brought me troubles. We realized that around the 4th of July was when we both were having trouble with the resident woman. Getting pregnant with multiples was something my husband and I never had to worry about as our odds of success were so low. All I felt I had left was Sarah, the long time girlfriend that was always by my side. Bigglesworth had really made me happy, and i was looking forward to spending more time with Jared, Valerie, and maybe even some more friends. In fact, I really feel like my friendship with Richard is pretty damned equitable. I dont really foresee the circumstances required to actually occur and timing to be opportune for that chapter to ever be read anyway, so its kind of a moot point. Aunt Daphne made a delicious, tearfully-spicy cajun dish called Dirty Rice when we got back to the house, and that was pretty much the end of that day... other than the excitement when a tiny white gecko was found in the fridge. I wanted to email you to tell you that I liked your diary and that I'd help with the html. I miss the good old days when a fight was understandible and not broken up, when somebody who disrespected ya was fair game, when you could say what you want when you wanted and that was fine as long as you backed it up. For example, my slutty pants that used to be tight aren't tight anymore-that kind of frugal, you know? Being happy for once really f-s you up because then when you fall out of that happiness stage you see around you that things really get to suck. I was just thinking that, because if a girl had died while I was president... At the end of that entry, you made a promise to yourself to live a happier life. If you could live in any book, which one would you choose?