I work for my dad, for fuck's sake. Why, for instance, does this totally cute girl i know**, who wears a totally normal 6 elsewhere, have to struggle to pack dat ass into a nine or even a godforsaken ELEVEN if she tries to slum it at Charlotte Russe? I know that your clothes are all cut for tiny, slim-hipped-to-hipless, barely-breasted preteens, and mine are made for most women past puberty. Oh, and this goes for you, too, Renee. But I can't for the life of me remember??? Can you not tell me? Anyway.... you can see why it turned into a lengthy drive! I kept forgetting to email my author and now that there's only a week's time before the project is due, I figured it was probably a lost cause. Now, I stay up that late all the time, but this is a 54-year-old famous guy we're talking about. On top of all of that, I can't even imagine how this will affect the guys, or if they will get to keep their chapter, or if they will lose their charter or what. Why cant it be the person who does it all the time? What I look for in a guy is just someone who can understand me and loves me in spite of my flaws. Cry in the night of the angel For their light will never shine With their hearts so full of sorrow Muddy waters all around The curtain falls for helpless souls How they suffer swept aside And the raging streams are flowing with so little hope inside Angels crying Can't take no more Angels dying capture their fall Try to see this misery your future is not what you wished it to be So try to fly, the answer lies in the angry darkened skies You just keep on standing in these fields all your life You sow the seeds that never grow No harvest comes such a strain to feed the few Still you're waiting, it's in vain... The next day, Saturday, I woke up early and came to Stony Brook to look at the dorm situation with my mom!

Right now I feel The current mood of ophelia@tampabay. rr. com at www. imood. com. I'm telling her that I really can't talk right now, and she's chatting away. Trying to explain to one of your best friends that you're slightly out of breath because she called while you were making love with your boyfriend isn't the easiest. Haven't you ever had FRIENDS? Invisible friends. I would hate to think that if we lived together, he'd feel restrained. We needed a common interest that we could use to be together.

Back to normal. PS: lol anyone who wants to invite me over their house to chill? Sadly she is being left behind in Montreal for a while when I move to Vancouver, BC in the fall because my roomate is allergic to cats! However, after a while of dealing with her shit, management decided they wanted some more room in the store to put... Management was going through that 'absolute power' bullshit at the time and simply fired him for disagreeing with them. I mean, I know it's of myself, but hey, I take advantage of myself all the time. Just don't say it's yours, you know? I don't know what's going to happen.. How are you going to have a successful family? Hope this situation isn't catching cause I don't know what I'd do without you guys. Well, regardless, I don't know if I will be able to do the 3.1 miles in 30 minutes or less. He has been making great efforts to control his outbursts, have more patience, and watch what he says to me.

I started reading your diary today. Anyway, i'm still hurting, my neck is sore and i feel like i'm totally fucked up! Sounds weird, but they're like two hippie teenagers, and I know that they would mesh well with every one in my cohort. I repeatedly told them that it would be smart to bring the handout I gave them and the handbook that has information about MLA in it to class on Friday. However, I've never really confided in people about this, usually only sticking to those whom I talk to and meet online, that's it. And that sucks about the concert, I know how it feels. I mean, it was obvious I wouldn't but -it still hurts because Jasmine made it and I KNOW I AM a BETTER player that her. He seems happy with that part of his life for the first time in awhile and I'm so glad. I call upon the people of the United States to observe this day with appropriate ceremonies and activities, including remembrance services and candlelight vigils. BUSH, President of the United States of America, do hereby proclaim September 11, 2003, as Patriot Day. How can President Bush give speeches promoting democracy and expect to be taken seriously when people at home and abroad with the current election scandals in Florida, a puppet government in Iraq, and receiving an endorsement from Iran because they feel he would be more indifferent to human rights violations than John Kerry. I also call upon the Governors of the United States and the Commonwealth of Puerto Rico, as well as appropriate officials of all units of government, to direct that the flag be flown at half-staff on Patriot Day.

I have sooo much to write about! Hilery and I were talking about how that article was kind of upsetting because that was really the first generation of kids raised like that and they portrayed it as being a challenge. I really respect you, and DAMMNIT WHY ARENT YOU HERE? Only thing I am worried about is that I don't know if I will like it on base. If you really care about me like you acted tonight then allow me this. There was this really hot, tall guy that kept coming back to our ticket booth.. Its been kinda distant lately, and this was just what we needed and it was so amazing. His entries are here and here He has a diary here on D-land and it is located here And FYI, this was also him but I never said who in the entry. In my opinion, this event was the testablished How mature am I at this point in my life? High school classes, responsibilities, sports, singing, and the transition was difficult enough in itself, so with this extra burden I began struggles with depression. This first diary back is a paper I wrote for class. Being able to live with this friend and start things over, giving Sarah, who has realized her mistakes, another chance, shows I have become the person I have strived towards from early elementary. For instance: she told her mom what had happened, and how she felt now. Ever since I heard about this, I've wanted one, so I left work the other morning and drove to Starbucks just to order it.

What is your favorite position to get a blowjob in? What is your favorite thing to use when you masturbate? What is your favorite thing in the whole world to do with your free time? What is your favorite Movie?

Guestbooks: A few of my layouts have a guestbook form on them. Peace to the Roma gentlemen for giving us a home and for providing Vegas with a place where one could buy a cup of joe and not have that whorey feeling inside. Why wait any longer for the one you love? I secretly beg the heavens for him to stop the inane Departures Magazine banter and leave my office. I off-loaded all my high school knowledge and feel fine about it, excepting that class where they taught me how to balance my checkbook, what was that called? The buttocks are still mega painful, and the stinkin' finger has reduced to about only double the normal size, but all is beginning to ease up a bit. Yet, the money and job stability just doesnt seem to be happening with this person, and you are not too sure it will ever be great? You would just have to know him and you'd totally see it. It can be anyone, are you getting the point yet??? I should have paid attention to the signs, so I was only pissed at myself when I discovered another car in the spot where I had parked mine.

I am dressed to the friggin' nines today. O.K., um, heh, well, I found myself warning the guy that I was dressed for Halloween. So guess who it gets to be... that's right, Lindsay. So how the fuck am I supposed to tell this girl that I cant handle seeing her when apparently everyone else can..? And then getting her to arrange a time with Lynn, so that I can tell her just with me and Tal there.

I have also spent 2 days without talking aout him to anyone at school, which is like a totally amazing feat in the world of me. Do you have an LJ?: I don't know. I don't know what's going to happen.. What Kind of Girlfriend Are You? You have a dark side to you. It's been awhile since I wrote one, but what do you think of the Misadventures of Monty & Dexter? In case you have read it, all the entries are easily labeled in my archives page under link of same name. What do you think about the layout of this diary? Think about the movies Truman and The Running man when you think about this question. Where do you think reality television shows are taking us? And finally name three things you would change about global policies.

Are you too shy to ask someone out? So seeing how I am scared of pitch black darkness I got up and was trying to see what made the power go out, and my parents got up and joined me with flashlights and candles. He told Felicia we weren't together because he was scared of what people would think. He says I don't want to pass judgment on people, they made mistakes. Person that's called you: My mom to tell me she was going to order pizza so I could have some later. Bitch and I were going through a short-lived period of getting along fine when she asked an innocent enough question: Why don't we carry People magazine?