In that moment, just when youre feeling so truly granola with the dirt and the sweat and your pack full of gear, you look down and notice that your left hand is rockin the biggest piece of spice there ever was. The feeling is all at once relieving and it makes me happy inside and i feel free! It is so awesome, how like on game says there are three story beer bongs and like cops roam the streets and just ignore all the underage drinking, I think that is cool as shit. And to tie it all up, obviously I got over my lust for her and have realized that we are much better as friends than we would be as lovers. I wonder why I do it... Looking on the bright side, if the last few days are any indication, this abilify stuff is turning out to be all that and a bag of chocolate.