After I realized I was drunk, and not likely to stumble onto a good conversation at damn near five in the morning, I trudged back to the Hampton to once again sleep under the writing desk. After that it was plunk down in a comfy chair time to continue talking to Jamie, and Squeak. She says I should not allow Mike to continue in his slackass ways. The first thing I said was that I think there's a European version for guys that shouldn't be too hard to get. I know I said I was closing this diary, but I decided to leave you all with this. I know that the best way to ruin an amazing friendship is to tell them that you're in love with them; the last thing I wanted in the world was to ruin the relationship I had with him. You may think that I should just be the bigger person and call him or e-mail him, but it wasn't just some old teacher I had in high school. I guess the reason that I wasn't awed by it in the end is that there was so much build up for it and so much said about it regarding how moving it was and until I wrote my review, I honestly hadn't run into anyone who didn't say they were moved beyond words. I was hoping that I could get the link to work but I obviously screwed something up so I guess you'll have to cut and paste. I always had the feeling that he was going to turn on me one day and that I was being set up for the kill, but the moment never came. And then getting her to arrange a time with Lynn, so that I can tell her just with me and Tal there. If I give away all my money, as Ive done all through my life, then Im the one with a financial problem and my money isnt enough to solve everyones problem either. Then I began to tell them about David Maze and how his spirit had literally hit me across the back of my head. I hear lots and lots of bird sounds when the chicks hatch.... then they're off.... and I don't think about them again until the next year.

Simply, eat healthy foods that keep your metabolism active and work-out often. As I was checking the guestbook to the reviews that had been completed your name didn't come up as a diary that had been reviewed or as a name on the pending list. LOL, I read your last post in my guestbook probably 2 seconds after you left it! Let your imagination go for it, have fun the more creative the better. In order to form a more perfect kiss, enable the mighty hug to promote to whom we please but one kiss. Kiss on the hand.... I told the nice man to read about it online. Eh, don't forget to help me burn the CD ar. I did not forget yps, k? Today I have some major packing to do. Can true love survive a society's prejudices about those who have paid their debt to society? Apparently, I could fall in love with you.

At one point early on in our marriage, we had to move back in with his mom because what we were able to make at a pre-degree, pre-experience level wasn't enough to make it in expensive Southern California. Since the beginning of our marriage, either my husband or myself have been in school full time and working full time. They had a chance to grow and nurture their marriage before bringing children in. I had never even seen his face, and yet I said I would make those holy vows to him... I'm trying so hard to give myself reason's for not wanting a serious marriage...

The video changed. GO CARDINALS!!! lol. i woud rather have the Yankees go to the World Series and lose than the red sox go at all. August 31, 2004 - Make way for the bad guy. Thanks for the note. I plummeted down to Florida for a week and now, having been back in the godawful environs of Ohio for three hours or so, I am in the process of finding what parts of me, if any, have been recharged. Actually, I emailed Gossy a few days ago and got the form letter he's been sending out along with a link to groups. Hey... thanks for the birthday note. Thanks for voting! I'll let you have the rest of them, just for the heck of it. Thanks for the note, hope you have a good night. I just wanted to thank you for the very kind note you left in my journal. At this rate, I say let the gays marry- they have a better success rate and honor the sanctity of marriage better than straight couples. I don't have any desire to destroy him like that; I don't hate anybody in this world. And then getting her to arrange a time with Lynn, so that I can tell her just with me and Tal there.

I went over to see Deana today. So naturally, I went in. Its weird I feel like you asked me this question in a comment, in response to an entry ages ago. I like being in classes with her. Kittay, a woman who can make html roll over, beg, and bring her her slippers. I mean, I know the phrase and all, but what the fuck is a dickens?

When you can get decent, though not nearly as fun and novel, fabric at Walmart for 3 bucks a yard, it's hard to justify spending that much. I don't know, but I don't doubt for a second that you should give up. I don't know how it'll work out between us, but I do know that things will be okay. I don't know she's going to like me when she comes back.. I don't know what I'll be feeling tomorrow night at this time, all alone with no cable and no gas and no internet access, but thats okay. Me: I just wanted to say that I'm sorry I've been trying to interfere with you and your stuff and your relationship.

Hope you and Jake are able to go, sometime. He didnt get a deer this time, but I am sure he will sometime this season. Oh, I found out Kate had quit: S Just like that, despite this being her seventh year at WHS and her dad being a teacher here she had had an argument with the Uber-Fuhrer of Sixth Form and quit to go somewhere else less like the Third Reich. Damn the rest of my sex for being so.. Kids, don't try viewing this at home without Netscape 6 or IE 4.5+, a screen resolution of 800 X 600 and the font Mead Bold firmly ensconced on your hard drive. That would be the royal we of course, me being the royal, he being the bed digging peon. Then I'd trundle down the hill with wheelbarrows of hosta-lettes, squishing them in the nursery bed, watering them in well. Anyway, I thanked them and sent them my address, and then I also offered to write a Dunkin' Diary on their site, and run the Boston Marathon in pink and orange-I was hoping they'd make a donation to the mental health organization I'm fundraising for. I like to consider myself humorous but everyone has their own opinion. It's like these things are supposed to happen in magazines and goth stories not to one of your closest friends. I had crashed the party to visit a friend. The connection we keep up through the phone and electronic means, well, it works for some things. All of these dreams are in the ultrareal catagory, where I can't tell I'm dreaming when they are happening, and even remembering them they feel real. A Manatee County Florida kindergartner asked his mom, When am I going to have to take the FCAT? I told them if they found any money to put priority on Fine Print, as they had the coolest magazines, and they were a mom & pop type organization and would certainly miss the money.

I have an idea why, but I dare not jinx it. My famous mom tried to get me to go to the 10 year but I wasn't having any of it. I know money is taboo to write or talk about, but this pisses me off up the ass. What about Love at first sight? I don't care about money, it's about love. What is Love? Marriage is love. There is really nothing in marriage that is advantageous to the man. It's better to not risk the hurt right now when it's so very fresh that everytime I look at the pile of boxes I want to cry, everytime I think of my family I want to cry, everytime I wonder how I'm going to tell them I want to cry. I'm telling her that I really can't talk right now, and she's chatting away. Somehow I don't think S liked me chatting to someone during sex, considering he also managed to throw my phone somewhere. And there is a slight worry in my mind that he will have a little fling with Shane if the oppertunity arrises.

Thursday 3/6 All woke late for breakfast.. They are all really cool. I just don't know when to give up and when I fall hard, I really fall hard. Can you all just come and live here? If you're not, and you're not real good at HTML, I suggest you just don't use the layout.

All lyrics are provided for educational purposes and personal use only. This site is intended solely for entertainment purposes. This site has no affiliation with any college or university whatsoever. A connection I have yet to have with any other guy. Time just flew by when we spoke to each other. Trevs, you always said that it would be nice to be keeping in touch with each other. That one song came on and it blew my ears apart and made me flying out my chair =/ You have a math midterm too right?! After I had finished taking my shower and getting dressed, I went in the den to wait for Paula. You do realize that I am getting FUCKED in the ASS by this, dont you? Uhm.. not much else to asy really except in November there is gonig to be a dramatisation somewhere not too far away that I forget the name of, of Carpe Jugulum by Terry Pratchett which I just HAVE to see. I plead no contest in hopes of not getting any points on my drivers license, as did the guy behind me. If you don't want to be sociable and would rather stay at home while your man goes out with his friends getting high and going to strip clubs, be my guestablished Just don't fucking lie and say you need to check with your man first. Ill drive her to see him and wait at a little distance while she goes to put the flowers on his grave. Legend has it that there used to be a phone number you could call to listen to the sounds.... but then they started getting a huge volume of calls, so they decided to investigate. A guy he used to work with is the hiring manager at some company and says he can really use him, but he has to wait until the VP comes back from vacation, which won't be until January.