It was hurting like hell! It was actually very shocking. Oh, and shout-out to Xtine who got married this weekend - Very Much Congrats on that! Oh, I see, despite the fact that YOU ARE MY BANK and I AM PURCHASING THIS CHECK FROM YOU FOR THE ADDITIONAL FEE of $6, you cannot deduct my check amount, plus the fee, from my checking account. Why, for instance, does this totally cute girl i know**, who wears a totally normal 6 elsewhere, have to struggle to pack dat ass into a nine or even a godforsaken ELEVEN if she tries to slum it at Charlotte Russe? I totally couldn't talk without you, seriously, for real. How would I speak without you? How would it be if Sean or Rafe or Max got sick? We kissed briefly, and then it was time for me to take Max home. I think it was close to 5am this morning when he got home, and he just curled up next to me, and we went to bed. The fact that this is perceived as mutual, any attempts to come too close to that but contrary to that would be viewed as intentionally causing pain, which would be a betrayal of my trust.

Dorknoodle's ex-boyfriend needs to get the animals out of that house because the lease specifically says no animals. If ex-boyfriend says all the animals are his then he needs to be responsible. What is your favorite day of the year? What was your favorite toy as a child? What is your favorite movie of all time? Where is your favorite place to have sex? Who is your favorite writer? I hate Xmas, I hate all the trouble my Mom goes to only to have it chucked back in her face. I try to make most of it somewhat entertaining or at least halfway interesting because I like people to read what I have here, and I want something to keep them coming back to do so. I just wanted to let you know, because well, I thought it was pretty interesting and maybe you won't, but you know your layout? But now, dear reader, you know. Why is it that people always feel like they have to put on a happy face when they're talking to others? We were sitting talking and Andrew comes walking in and my penis went SMACK right into my face! It was really windy outside and a storm was coming when we went to the gym and something flew into my eye. It really hurt and I was yelling and Selina was laughing.

All the times I put all into trying to make things easier on youand in the long run you ended up taking that for grantedso much so, you seem to think its been effortless. They're pretty intertwined, but I don't trust someone to stay with me, to not end a relationship, or to not want things that could damage the relationship. Has a soft side that he has shared with me. I dont miss home nearly as much as I thought I would, and other than the worry that I may not be able to pay my tuition on time I am relaxed and at ease.

This probably sounds stupid, but anyway. But I digress. One party is, I dont even know what it is, but Daria and I are on the Guestlist so we have to go. And afterwards we are going to a birthday party of a guy we dont even really know. You know things are dire when you have to call The Warden in to clear the decks. Or would you just let him have his space and share the Lonely Hill comfortably as I think you want him to do for you? You know those days when all of your senses seem hypersensitive and the world is rich and lush and just... I felt like such an idiot, still do, I ruined chris's night and also mine it would have been a really good night if I hadn't have got drunk. Think about how much hair has played a part in society and fasion; how would you be effected? How would you like to die? It's really happening, and moving to the Bay Area is once again seeming like an iffy proposition. It's not even sure he and I will meet again, yet I've thought of little else today. I fall asleep often with my hand wrapped around the little statue he left, or around the ankh.

Will be living in a studio outside the building when they fix it up for him. Thus it finds the value in the fact that the structure can be destroyed and nevertheless retains value as building material. I resent the fact that you give prefrence to an employee who lies, manipulates, and is ineffectual at her job just because she has her nose so far up your ass you can't tell where she ends and you begin. I am smiling like that in real life because you said that. I was on the pro side and I flipped out because he kept calling on the same four people to talk and I had a point to make. I found out that I have to go and order the stuff from HT again - something wrong with the registration form thing. Martin found that Israel was the only country that liked America's policies and approved of the Iraq war. But once I got over the initial relief of finally figuring out what was going on, I realised how very hurt I was and angry.

There isn't a script handed to everyone I come into contact with. Do you smugly sneak your Way into conversations that dont really have anything to do with religion? This fixed a lot of problems, but really messed up my sense of smell..... and over the years, I have lost that sense completely. He plays the poor-me song - refusing to be happy alone, and refusing to take the necessary steps to meet this magical person that he thinks will solve all his problems. So Vero and I have done what we could to encourage him to go out, meet people, try to socialize - but he seems to think that someone perfect will just drop into his lap and make his life wonderful for him. Kelis' milkshake could, in fact, bring all the 5,689 boys to her yard, which would have to measure 11,378 square feet, provided, of course, that it was a 2 ton, 356 gallon confection.

I'm in the process of begging her to design my next tattoo. I went to the doctors the next day to get it checked out, it was pretty sore and was told that the first 12 hours were the most crucial in the healing process, so I guess working a 12 hour shift in the pub 2 hours after wasnt the greatest plan!! And in my dream, your birth month would affect the results of an STD testablished I think my mind is telling me that the sexual relationship with DC is a bad idea. I saw that and my heart starting just racing and I got so fucking worried that something happened to him. If you're interested, give me a holler.. oh, and is that Shuggie Otis album any good? Im interested in this and want to remember it and research it later. The best you can do is try to make an amends by writing you step daughter a little note and tell her that you were not high that night and that you are sorry that she thought you were. You see, normally, we make a point of leaving a little early.... so that when we reach the half way point, it's the perfect time to stop for food.

I can't take the stress of it anymore. Well, you did have Alzheimers Disease, so you probably dont remember, but this was you and I in the 1970s. So please take care, and know that I love you and miss you with all of my heart. Remember this? When I finally got to the front, this obviously agitated woman came up to the counter and demanded the attention of the cashier who was helping me. The thought of someone finding fault in you has obviously never crossed your mind. Not tormented, daily defeated by you, just when I thought I'd reached the bottom. Give me the chance, that one you promised to be mine, or has it vanished for all time? Boccultist: You've fucked me for the last time. I called up Dustin and he was just leaving the house so he called me from his friends house right...?? Jermaine had made alot of changes since he met me, I mean his past wasn't all the great, but now he is making an improvement in his life. Just something about you, maybe your reflections about nature or your appreciation to the people in you life, I don't know, but I just want to keep reading.

I think if Im running just a few minutes late I end up hitting the morning barge run and have to sit on the bridge for what feels like freaking forever. I have brown eyes and dark brown hair. ThenI didn't even get to talk to Nick after lunch today cuz the bell rang to early and Travis was there anyway. Seriously, who the hell told her to go down there and just start signing people up? Don't take it so seriously. From now until christmas don't expect a ton of entries, because I'm actually going to spend the next 2 days watching the first two lord of the rings movies over and over, and then from wednesday until christmas I am watching all 3 movies in a row, every day. They'll be letting us go early anyway for Christmas Eve. So anyway, this afternoon I sat at Melanies table reading through some of these passages that she felt she couldnt solve. The reason why I think he did it was because I was in the state between awake and asleep when I felt something on my nose and lips. Can I have the password if it is, please? But the doctor, who I haven't seen in 10 years, said I just need to use eyedrops more often because I just don't blink enough to get enough fluid in them, or some such. I have this odd habit of trying to pursuade people to do something once i've got a notion.

I take pride in you. I get caught up in my day to day routine, and after a while I see that I'm starting to take on the nature of the world again, and I need to take some time to re-focus. Understandable, to be sure, but being sent away from my own house on the big love holiday while I'm pining over this girl who has no idea how I feel about her only added to the pain. I'm taking a few days off from work and then there is the Independence Day holiday. So I came home and then the doctor called me again and told me I could pick her up. Doctor T didnt tell me anything I didnt already know and it was basically a waste of an hour of my time but its protocol to do a consultation so he can set an appointment.