Don't make me choose! Me: Like what? To compliment the chocolate chips, creating what will soon be known as The Coca Chocalata Ya Ya. Also this is my diary and if you don't like what you read, then I suggest you move on to another diary. He was shaking, he was so freaked out, and he almost started crying too... he held me so tight-I know that no matter what happens in life, he will be there for me for real. I guess that's why I'm so in awe of guys like Ben Folds and C. March 23, 2004 - I can almost taste the sweet air of freedom! Any criminals are to be rounded up and locked up the day they are identified. This time, I was Music Lady for the entire show, DJing the music in a tiny little room on the side of the gym. They follow the ritual and join in, but they also talk to each other. However, i guess, there was a reason for that... so we can get closer to each other and be friends, right? Trevs, you always said that it would be nice to be keeping in touch with each other. Feel free to hit that little X up there. Biography - A little biography about myself.

I wanted to buy a printer but he told me to wait and not buy a cheap one from Costco. I had so much I wanted to say, but what I wanted to say would have caused such a scene in the middle of the restaurant that it would have risen above the din of the college football and baseball and basketball games. I remembered the conversation my mom and I had back in July when Dad told me they were going through with the divorce. Especially when the plumber says there's nothing he can do about it. What about a guestbook, guestmap, comment box or something?! I always had the feeling that he was going to turn on me one day and that I was being set up for the kill, but the moment never came. Doesnt that mean he wanted me to not be such a cow? Even thinking about the mental demolition derby I endured every day in that office makes a vein in my forehead throb. She told me that I finally sounded happy again, and that shed been worried about me for a while. Im afraid that someday soon I might do it. Doesnt that mean he wanted a skinny girlfriend. Dated that idiot Flip for a year and finally lost my virginity.

There are many complex reasons for this, most having to do with the particulars of New Jersey political structures, some with the proximity to New York CityTHE Cityand even a few with local municipal corruption. In April, Jews were required to register with the government all personal property valued at 5,000 marks or more. So while Ive thought a lot about the idea of this project, how I will approach it, what I want to do with it, and what I hope to learn from it, Im just not there yet with the specifics. So I found some mp3 software that was just over 1 MB, and would burn cd's of mp3s, each with this program on it. You may think that I should just be the bigger person and call him or e-mail him, but it wasn't just some old teacher I had in high school. Jayden decides to ask him if he could squirt him with a watergun and the boy gives him the middle finger, now remember this kid is only 6!!

I'm sorry you're closing it up. Ladies, if I called you boo boo kitty fuck would you find it cute or reason to slap a restraining order on me? I'm good at it for whatever reason, and having something like 2,400 titles on the shelves at all times was pretty nice. The stress of being a top athlete, model straight A student, and popular, leader-like teenager was too much for me to handle. My popularity had a lot to do with my reputation with girlfriends and a close friendship with the most popular student from another elementary school, Darren. I not only made a huge transition from elementary school to junior high, but also from being the shy, nerdy type, to the popular, smart but in a cool way kid. I stopped attending the popular parties, and in turn was left out of the loop. The logo goodness comes from the God of Graphics, the Fuhrer of Fonts, the one, the only El Presidente. This was the only synagogue I've attended where women were not segregated from men.

Do you know your neighbors? There is nothing in the world that will make you angrier than knowing someone is in your house going through your stuff, taking whatever he wants. Your design rocks! How old were you when you lost your virginity? Shes friendly when you talk to her but youre never sure what to expect when she opens he mouth. Shes still in development but shes this sexy, mysterious beauty, that is secure enough within herself that she doesnt need to obsess over what anyone else thinks. Liz probably should stop referring to herself in the third person. Seriously, I suggest this movie to everyone in the whole world. He wanted to go camping with everyone else. Do you have any super-religious relatives who have committed a lot of mortal sins and still hold themselves holier than everyone not in their religion? Do you smugly sneak your Way into conversations that dont really have anything to do with religion? If anyone asked me what I was up to or anything, I'd have had something to talk about. I knew this was something I had to do, but the internal fighting began to wear down my upbeat attitude which changed to a negative, depressed personality. What is with all the gross couples?

I always got good grades but it was not until senior year that people saw me as somewhat cool. Who needs nail polish in every shade available when they clearly know that they wont wear even half of the colors? Why do I always fall for guys that i can't have. So I why do I have such a hard time believing what they are saying to me? I guess that's the joy of an online diary, you don't have to see your saddness again if the net crashes. People say that I don't know what true love is. Me: Like what? Well, whatever the reason it took so long to actually connect to people is irrelevant now - I feel like I found a new network of people who I'm interested in for a lot of different reasons. My sister worked there and she said that she loved the people to death and it was the most fun job she's ever had. Jon worked until 8:30 as usual. To actually listen to me. I'm glad I don't have to be a sweet tart, in order to get people to like me. I'm glad you decided to tithe, Andy.

We'll work together. We both want to learn how to read tarot cards and will be working on it soon. I work myself up and think, this time when I try I won't fail, I won't just not succeed, I will be dazzling and brilliant and wonderful and everything will then be honky dory. To see you, when I wake up is a gift I didn't think could be real. Not tormented, daily defeated by you, just when I thought I'd reached the bottom. When I couldnt smell anything anymore, I scratched the fur against the grain, and the scent came back a little bit stronger, but still faint. I spent the day at the library, grocery shopping, playing with Albertine, who is, I think, more in love with the little blue hut I got her than she is with me. Yes, I had a major crush on him and perhaps had even fallen in love with him. To this very day, he's probably the only guy I've ever fallen in love with. Victoria and I had been talking about this whole thing the other day, and wondering, is it good to do this nice thing for Mexican orphans? A funny thing porktornado Said Today: Me- Hey, uhhwere all here to enjoy the show, and Im glad you like it, but the whole operation works better when the audience participates only when they ask us to. This concerns me - I'm certain this isn't natural but apparently it's the only thing it can manage.

Next week I get two days off. Her little boy is called Luke, and he was 6lbs 12oz, one week after her due date. Well, I checked out her diary and while I'm glad she gave me a note, she has some disgusting little quiz badges in her diary so I won't be checking it out anymore. Its feelings like these that grip my soul and wake me weep. We swam out into the ocean and kept going. So that certainly turned what was supposed to be a restful afternoon into a fairly stressful timespan, for then and till I calmed down. Then it just turned into a big playfight until they got in trouble and had to go to bed! Well we had to go because we were supposed to be having dinner so we start walking home with Shane's friend Luke when the boy starts chasing us with a stick. A couple boys go in Luke's garage and get sticks to fight the kid, including Jayden, but I took the stick from him and made him leave.

Read part three. Well, i think i should stop, will blog whenever i come back to NUS once in a while or until i get back my internet access at home.. I don't think i mind dancing with them as long as i don't make trouble such as touching their gals or yell back at them unless i wanna die at a young age. In fact, I think I could honestly say that she was the complete opposite. It brought me many places that I would probably never get to see if I were alone, but most importantly, it led me to the man I was searching for my whole life. The first time, I knew the answer to their little trivia question and called atleast 30 times. Sure, I could still for fork out $90 to go to the Field Day Festival in New York next Saturday, but... I think I fell in love on Saturday night... This was the first time I really got to talk to him alone. And this is something no one really teaches boys, along with cunningulus, the clitoris, how to finger a girl, or even really, sex, at all, except the doctor experience of sex-ed, wherein you are told if you insert piece A into slot B without plastic sheath C, your life is ruined.

My parents divorced 9 months after I was born. After everyone had gotten in the classroom, Paula told everyone to do one of the worksheets. Do you think Legos can appropriately demonstrate the Bible? It comes in a thousand different forms, but always it rears its ugly head, and always one or both of us wind up feeling the worse for it. Letting go when there is nothing more that you can do is always the best policy. Small yellow pika-like things that can balance glasses on their heads are always fun. NOTHING for you jae. That sudden heat sensation you're feeling all over your skin is all because I said NUDE PEOPLE real loud, strange, huh? I'm obviously going through something because that would be the only way to explain to you that I'm going back for another round next week. Hector once told me that it was like a little fortress, because there was a fence surrounding the house, another one in the porch, and like 4 locks to get in, haha. I'm glad you requested; I got to see a whole different perspective from the life of another and realized I'm not the only one who's psychotic. It seems dramatic and thoughtful, because, after all, there is no 13 oclock.