I can't celebrate thursday tho. But hey - at least I can be clean, warm, secure, well-fed, and drunk. I can't spend on things i like while at the same time, i got to save money in order to buy birthday presents. Even though I sometimes have really bad days that make me question my career choice, I dont think Id feel the same sense of accomplishment if I were stuck behind a desk all day. Make me queen eh? The Punk Rock Prom Queen Is Out! My own experience has been that if you're blessed enough to have Jewish friends, you're pretty much guaranteed the chance to eat your weight in fresh and/or smoked salmon any time they include you in a family celebration. He liked to hire brand new truck drivers because they would work cheap, but they would get the experience they needed to go elsewhere. Sure, I could still for fork out $90 to go to the Field Day Festival in New York next Saturday, but... Also, in the last seven hours, I've finally discovered the reason why I only listen to the radio while driving. Seven hours later, they've only given tickets out twice. The first time, I knew the answer to their little trivia question and called atleast 30 times. Or would you just let him have his space and share the Lonely Hill comfortably as I think you want him to do for you?

I'm a poet and I didn't even know it! I was expecting a loud thud, but it didn't make any noise whatsoever. I can talk to anybody one on one, but in front of a crowd? What do you think you know of me? What was the last movie you went to see? She was waiting to meet someone, and we talked for a little while! I never once said the 3 little words to him til the day he finally broke it off with me. You may find it interesting, you may not, but why not take a look and see?

Anyway, not much is really new with me anyway, I've been you know, rocking it, as I am wont to do now and again. Anyway, not much else going on. I am just fucking through with it all, you know? He was probably 19 and never could legally drink and talk about it, so he let all of us know just how drunk he got off of his five Red Bulls and Vodka. The other day while I was peeing I thought how awesome it would be if I could move to Germany and just work and start anew with Mrs. Anyway, Just Breezin Along has such goodies as How are Things in Glocca-Morra? Pushing myself to meet some mileage that sometimes my body just does not feel like meeting. I can respect that... keep stopping by and dropping lines...~Hugs~ I'm off to nurse my bangs, bruises, bumps and various injuries from the pits yesterday! It reminds me of that movie, Airheads, the part where they're listing their demands and they ask for naked pictures of her, so that they can plead insanity later. Did you see that they have a ring for stephanies? I worked hard them over the years and that rose bush was getting really big and she just had to go cut it down. Getting in touch with my inner bitch. Yay I really love getting in touch with fantastic friends all over again. And it's wonderful to be in contact with them all over again. It's really delightful, when you get in contact with a long-lost friend after almost two years.

Just when I think that I can start using my money on frivolous things, like food and water, fate intervenes to suck that well dry. I've sort have been sending him the vibe when he does that I don't want him to and 2. So how the fuck am I supposed to tell this girl that I cant handle seeing her when apparently everyone else can..? I hope this twointheam fairy is visiting everyone else with happy dust.. Is this really what Im supposed to do? I didn't really talk to him til the night he asked me to model for his life-painting final. I'm really glad you've come to grips with everything and God. Has she ever tried to relate to you with horrific stories of her own past?? I finally figured out how to do something that has been eluding me for the longest time. I knew this was something I had to do, but the internal fighting began to wear down my upbeat attitude which changed to a negative, depressed personality.

My hair..? Her eyes squinted as she concentrated on his face and form. He may not have been aware of that strength himself, but she saw it in his eyes. When she saw that Jackson was sitting with the old woman, she raised one critical eyebrow. How can President Bush give speeches promoting democracy and expect to be taken seriously when people at home and abroad with the current election scandals in Florida, a puppet government in Iraq, and receiving an endorsement from Iran because they feel he would be more indifferent to human rights violations than John Kerry. BUSH, President of the United States of America, do hereby proclaim September 11, 2003, as Patriot Day. The official name for 9/11 is Patriot Day.

What, am I stupid? I smell the damp, the cold in greasy gears, the bare minerals that make up metal and oil and air. I was raised in the United Church, which is a sort of watered down Methodism, and I'm used to very formal services. But hey, you don't want me to quit each addiction at once and end up like my mother? You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. I am also glad for the new litter, and so are the kitties.

I don't care whether he believes, thinks, or ever admits it or not, but I'd be willing to bet every cent I have and ever will have that he felt the same way about me, too. I just wonder what she thinks about Queen of the Damned. What cost, health? What is your least favorite thing about yourself: where do i start? What is your favorite thing to use when you masturbate? What is your favorite song? What is your favorite Band? What is your favorite time of day to have sex? For now, I'm just contented being single, frees up my time and energy since I have school stuff and church stuff to handle... I drew on the only wood wall of my bedroom and now Simeon's all over it. In lunch he asked me to walk him to class and since I usually walk up and down all over the school I did but Blue over here was cracking up saying he was my bitch, um, no. And, seeing as I have a grasp on Internet celebrity that is clumsy at bestablished it took me a couple of days to realize that sending an email to this very talented and widely admired person was something akin to moving to New York and showing up on David Cross doorstep, asking if he wants to run out and grab a bucket of fried chicken and rent a movie.

So tomorrow is the first day of my new job, yikes!! I still have to tell my Tom & Jerry story... probably tomorrow if I have time. AJ would have been extremely disappointed if he hadnt been so tired. I know what I have to do at times. You're going to appear on Extreme Makeover? Hard to believe that we have a flock. What is the wildest sex story another guy has told you and did you believe him? I like this design, but there's a certain something missing from it and I don't know what. Me: and I don't know what's going to happen when I go to Austin, but at least we're taking risks and trying to do things to improve our lives. Matt: And I don't want you to be dwelling on it. Me: Anyway, I really do want you to be happy.. I don't want to talk to anyone about this because I hate for people to feel sorry for me and so here I am talking to a computer!

I finally got a hold of some money and got a re-writable CD today. At least enough money to pay off the house & my car would be wonderful! I don't drink enough, so my limit is practically invisible to me. It was a pretty big store, and the shelves were practically bare. Shanda and Danelle was over there too. A million people live in Calgary, and it still takes at least an hour to drive from one end to the other on the freeway going through the middle at a hundred kilometres per hour. They are both in grad school, and they both apparently have the disposable income to do that, but I'm not and I don't. I mean, I guess now that I have my new job, my lifestyle is their lifestyle, but I'm still not quite sure what to do with my wide open mornings and afternoons. Courtney and Lauren have fricken boyfriends... and yet they hang all over him. And if I actually do get to sleep, I can't stay in bed too late because Torgo usually attacks my face if I'm not up and running before noon. Doctor Phil and his war audience, is probably the dumbest thing I have ever seen on modern television. I wasn't there all that long before I knew it probably wasn't where I ought to be. Where's the hose? Anyway, my sister Mary and I were talking about this particular Bing song Have a Nice Day where he sings, When it all comes down I hope it doesnt land on you and I just had to hear it.

Attracting freaks like ants to a picnic since 1972! So Delia was like kick him kick him, so Jasna went for it, only to hius his netherland region, while aiming for the stomach, he was still screaming in pain like and we could hear him 2 blloacks down, only the next day, after i stupidly blabbed my mouth about the whole thinng to a few people, I found out she didn't really make connectioni with him, he was just playing it, so immature for a 13 year old. Mostly because of Jon, but also in part to a certain of amount of respect for myself I would like to maintain. Depriving myself. Not to mention the amount of stress I put on the rest of my family, and on OH. If you were expectng a visit from the president, what would you change about the way your home looks right now? If you awoke in the middle of the night to find your home on fire, what would you save? If you had the power and ability to do one thing, you can have access to every super power in history or ledgend; what would you do? It started off professional enough..... routine paperwork, questions about my medical history. I want to learn to reclaim that feeling and the ability to sent it outward.