There is a whole song devoted entirely to massaging your face, especially around your eyes. What Color Eyes Should You Have? Cry in the night of the angel For their light will never shine With their hearts so full of sorrow Muddy waters all around The curtain falls for helpless souls How they suffer swept aside And the raging streams are flowing with so little hope inside Angels crying Can't take no more Angels dying capture their fall Try to see this misery your future is not what you wished it to be So try to fly, the answer lies in the angry darkened skies You just keep on standing in these fields all your life You sow the seeds that never grow No harvest comes such a strain to feed the few Still you're waiting, it's in vain... Those from the first 2 shifts had to wait till those from the third shift had started before they could be allowed to go home. Winter, apart from the rain. Pristine lakes and streams became the norm and trees began to crowd in from all directions. Apart from the rain, it was mostly easy cycling with moderate tail winds and good flat roads. At 10:30 i realized that i had an hour before the math lab opened so i went with lindsey to get some taco bell for lunch. At any rate, I have been overwhelmed with projects and homework and meaningless crap that I don't even give a shit about anymore. Around here, everyone talks about this place.... almost every woman I know in Los Angeles has been taken into the men's restroom at one time or another by boyfriends who must show off the urinal! Do you have any super-religious relatives who have committed a lot of mortal sins and still hold themselves holier than everyone not in their religion? It seems over the past few days i have done an excellent job of making many people hate me. I was sooo not expecting that... and I was about to say no, when my friends started laughing, making me all embaressed. You know, because Id think that I was inherently more desirable then my close friends and if she were to choose them over me yeah, well..

It began with 3 words and underwent 11 alterations or addition of letters. Music/Song of the Day: With the Windows Down mix cd. I call upon the people of the United States to observe this day with appropriate ceremonies and activities, including remembrance services and candlelight vigils. In April, Jews were required to register with the government all personal property valued at 5,000 marks or more. These policies extended into 1939: in February Jews were required to surrender all gold and silver to the government. Obviously when peoples lives are overcome with having to deal with an illness of this nature, it might become difficult to maintain the energy required to deal with a pet. I was fighting so hard to stay awake to see her when B picked her up from the airport. The Wave Organ is this thing that has been built out on the end of a jetty, with pipes going out into the water to capture the sounds of the waves. Little alcoves have been built where you can sit and listen to the sounds..... and the sound can be quite amazing, depending on the waves. Legend has it that there used to be a phone number you could call to listen to the sounds.... but then they started getting a huge volume of calls, so they decided to investigate. Then it only got worse and went up to my head. Tuesday she found out that a girl she went to middle school with died in a car crash and then yesterday she found out that one of her brother's friend's Jason, I believe, mother killed herself. Today I have some major packing to do.

He cleaned every square inch, threw away boxes of crap, hung up all the pictures and doodads that had been in piles since he moved in. He got pissed off at me when I relayed a message to Kentucky saying that he thought the guy from KY was dead sexy. And the rest of the stuff that I'd like to write in here, well, I'm just gonna keep it to myself for right now... I mean, I know it's of myself, but hey, I take advantage of myself all the time. I remember them fighting all of the time, for what I dont know. I took the second half of last week off, and on Friday Bryan and I headed into the city with his parents to meet up with one group, which brought us to ground zero. What is the saddest movie ever? And instead of repeating myself when i talk to 1, then the other, i can tell one, and that one can tell the other! Is that what I am?! So far I've read the one about radio and television - very interesting. We ended up going to the North Rim which isn't heavily populated and very isolated. They aren't quiet kids, and there's a good chance that they stressed him out. On the one hand I will be excited to watch her read and discover and pass through all those weird and confusing identity stages. And I don't smoke. But the very next day after he got home, we turned around and drove to Wichita, KS for a wedding reception for a wedding that happened about a year ago.

HEEHEE I had so much fun today ah. So I owe Alex money and Meghan as well, because I didnt put anything into her account today. Who decides what is normal and what is abnormal? Once again I don't know what to expect, but I'm happy and excited in that same kind of way, because of that blessed unfamiliarity. What Kind of Goth Are You? Looking on the bright side, if the last few days are any indication, this abilify stuff is turning out to be all that and a bag of chocolate. I told her in the future when she sees every conceivable indication of a burglary, please feel free to call the police. If you get the idiot attack every 10 seconds, you're an idiot. I had to kick my asshole brother off the internet just to get on for a mere hour or so. Mum, Dad and brother, Leigh. Last night I watched the video tape from my brother and sis-in-law's cruise they just got back from. Went out last night. Yet those of us who are well are running from one thing to the next, growing wearier and wearier every day, maybe our souls secretly hoping to encounter sickness, maybe just a little cold, so that we can get just a glimpse of that beauty.

Ding Dong ajUaNz here! I dont make them that much anymore. For example, my slutty pants that used to be tight aren't tight anymore-that kind of frugal, you know? That is how it begins and that it how it ends, with Fatal Coolness. Another vex is that it's also ridiculously cold, when the weather man said today would be 'warm for this time of year'. That makes you worthy in my book. The only thing that I have missed all weekend is sleep cause every night I was up playing video games till the wee hours of the morning. Also, when you wake up at 3am and realize this, and you're cold and tired - wet clothes outside of the tent? It was basically three skinny white guys playing some heavy rock with some disjointed avant gard elements, with a dimunitive Japanese woman singing and playing a Rickenbacker bass. But hey, I was the one with the hot dog, so I wasn't really caring about anyone/thing else at that point. So the doctor appointment was this morning...... and he thinks I have a pinced nerve that will eventually heal on it's own.

Noting there was no opposing traffic nearby, I managed to swerve/slide my car into the left lane and pull into that downhill access road leading to those two parking lots. Think that was my bodys way of telling me to cool the fuck down with the self poisoning on so many fronts. But don't waste your breath telling that to the leaders of my party today. I wanted to email you to tell you that I liked your diary and that I'd help with the html. Some days it's a pity that I don't utilize this to everyone else's benefit, but I know that it's something I would later regret. All I felt I had left was Sarah, the long time girlfriend that was always by my side. I knew this was something I had to do, but the internal fighting began to wear down my upbeat attitude which changed to a negative, depressed personality. I would say that I had a very happy three years, but the drinking covered how I was truly feeling. If i was happy with myself, it might get a little better. Or sleep, which might be a little more important considering I didn't go to bed last night until seven o'clock this morning. Which, considering we have a new baby here, is a great thing.

Fall into death... I'm not a dog person, really, but I do still like em. I have been wanting to do this since I was really little. Oh, really? I am not obsessed or anything, really! Then I ask him why he said something to Charles, and Allen but not me and he didnt say nothing.

I'm hungry. I dont suppose having the two in the same space would be very soothing. For $50,000: Would you renounce God? For some reason, his depressing lyrics makes me feel like I'm not the only one with problems when it concerns love. But it would be healthier for you, dont you think? If anyone has an uncle that works at the Icehouse, we think that would be rocking awesome. You peel off your clothes, and walk over to the bed and sit down next to where I am laying..... I told Adonis, the sex is the easiest part of our relationship, and maybe that's why we have so much of it. Part of me had no doubt whatsoever that I could design and produce a line of cute, comfy, luxury lingerie. All of the time, who cares?!?!??! Finally got a hold of Michelle on the phone she squealed with excitement at seeing me, and I felt the same way. And I wish it wasn't so awkward to, like, hang out with them outside of guard activities. I was in it for three years and she never came to see me perform!!!

Sometimes good material just FALLS in your lap. Good god no... why would he want me? This is a survey asking would you do any of these things for $50,000. How have these questions effected you?

Hey~ Thanks for the note, it was really nice. But, it was time for the chap to get some leg, don't you think? Tell me what you like about the Chrome Diary. I don't care about money, it's about love. What about Love at first sight? I'm allergic to soap, but if you mean the shows, then prolly Mary's Place.... lol, half of you don't even know what that is.